Ok there's this one person here that I happen to see things from although I've already blacklisted the url And Yeah, we used to be really close some time ago and we shared secrets and worries and wrote every day, all that stuff you only do with someone you really like and trust I helped that person through anxiety and various social problems over months, almost a year, and I was a really fucking good, helpful, supporting friend but then out of nowhere besaid person just stopped writing me, 'lost interest' in me and literally abandoned me for no reason, with no excuse and really just out of nowhere although I did everything to help and be a good friend So, when I see that url by accident (screw you, tumblr app) and read something where that person comforts somebody who goes through exactly the same situation like I did with him/her I'm just there like ?????? Everyone around here seems to love and appreciate that person and I feel like I'm the only one who knows the bad, shitty side of him/her and I'm just really really angry, still, after all this time, because that person treated me like shit while everyone else around here enjoys that person's comfort and I'm actually feeling hate which is horrible and makes everything just worse and I don't know what to do... This just... breaks out from time to time when I see that url and read such things... and I feel worthless and abandoned. That's all. It needed to be said. Rant over. Goodbye.