#i'm so miserable.

[rm-renfields-number-1-simp]

9th May

I don't find joy in what I used to. I'll say a prayer because my efforts are pointless.

[staggilitis]

i get up to make food, eat, have soda, use bathroom m my body punishes me for hours afterwards. i hate how bad it's getting.

need more money to get mini fridge n idk have a conversation with family about a commode if I'm really going to be This Disabled.

[bubblesflyingonthewind]

asdfghjkl; this is retarded. this is beyond retarded. this is unnecessary, unwanted, unneeded, unreasonable, utterly ridiculous, and extremely annoying. and I can't do anything about it.

darn you depression. darn you to heck.

[leadventureextraordinaire-blog]

Last time, I packed this suitcase because I was coming to see you. I miss it so much it hurts.