Aug 1, 2018
Vez, la vida no te quiere...
Nadie lo hace, era de esperarse.
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Vez, la vida no te quiere...
Nadie lo hace, era de esperarse.
No pasa nada, estoy bien...
Sigue partiéndome el corazón, soy un estúpido siempre te perdonare de todas formas
Una persona con el corazon roto puede llegar a hacer cualquier cosa para aliviar ese dolor.
You Left Me When I Needed You The Most 😓😓
What I really needed to say...
You ever wonder why things happen to you?
I’ve probably spent most of my life trying to figure that out. Life isn’t easy, it’s not fair. Even at the best of times, it’s hard. Each and every morning I find it difficult to pull myself out of bed, trying to put a positive spin on what the day might hold for me. I always feel alone, even when I’m not. I have never felt like I fit in in this world, and the older I get the more I realize how right I am about that. Friends? I have a few. Lovers? I’ve had none, well at least none that were carved in stone. Family? I have plenty...just not necessarily plenty that care.
For as long as I can remember, I aim to please people. My goal is always to help. And honestly, once I have my friends, or lovers, all I want to do is help and care, take care of them when they need it. Be there for them when they need it. But I’ve recently realized, I am just the stepping stool for all of them. I get used to help them through what they need help through, which I am glad to do, but once they feel well enough or brave enough to continue on it’s like they say goodbye to me. Lasting friendships? I have none. Have I had my heart broken? Only once that should account for anything.
I’m so tired of playing the stepping stool in everyone else’s life. I feel like the fool always. But I love to help, and make sure people are taken care of... But someone the other day told me I take care of other people to avoid taking care of myself. Maybe that’s true. I guess I can see that being true. But it doesn’t change the fact that I still like to make sure the people I care about are taken care of. Everyone deserves a friend to be there when they need it most. I am that friend, I guess I just once wish I had a friend like that to be around. I guess I wish I had a friend I could turn to when my heart shatters to pieces right in front of my eyes. But for now...I guess it’s just me. Me to take care of others, and try to continue on with my life, being a stepping stool, bringing people to better heights.