When the hyperfixation that you've been tapping into for dopamine for the last few days starts to run dry

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When the hyperfixation that you've been tapping into for dopamine for the last few days starts to run dry
Learning that Garfield has met God canon to his storyline is like a slap to the face followed by a swift kick to the back of the knees and then once you get back up you just die
me @ me: wow you’re doing great this week emotionally.
4 hours later: i want to die for no apparent reason.
I need to stop forgetting to take my meds.
I should've known this would happen eventually, pretty much for over a month now I'd been feeling overall good. Everything had finally been looking up and I was looking forward to things but there was still all the things that I'd never say about and stupidly I started thinking about everything I shouldn't: the people that had left me, what might happen by the end of this year and I tried to push it all down and keep myself this new happy person but it's just all got too much now and I don't know what to do anymore and this is all rambling but I've crashed again.
Earlier when I said I was happy to make it through 2014......lol looks like I won't last 2015
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is it bad that I'm proud of myself for sitting up? it's not even really sitting up, it's more slouching. AND OH HAY I FOUND BLOOD ON MY FINGER. Looks like my washing basket attacked me yet again. Ugh, I have so much homework,I just can't do it. :(