モザイク

Half cat - half cigarette

[the-goth-wiggle]

🥀🥀🥀🥀

[the-goth-wiggle]

I wish I was more active everywhere :(

[nudne]

gay pda is good and wonderful and straights who aren’t happy to see gay people kissing or holding hands can kiss my ass!

[creaturesofnight]

Kotaku’s Junji Ito cosplay

[gacktova]

[keanusreeves]

[the-goth-wiggle]

You are the final nail in my coffin, always.

Trigger warning: talk of sexual and emotional abuse.

As I lay here at 2 a.m, unable to sleep for the third time in a row this week, I can’t help but think about the present state of my life. It’s been over a year since I escaped the excessive “bullying” I experienced as a result of your bitterness. It’s been nearly two years since I escaped the possessive nature of our friendship. It’s been three years since the night you molested me in front of our closest friends. I am still sickened by the touch of a clammy hand, fingertips dragging against my neck, I haven’t been in a hot tub for two years, it makes me feel claustrophobic, my body shuts down when I smell the deodorant you would wear. Though I should feel liberated after escaping your emotional abuse and sexual harassment I’m still trapped, a cyclical sequence of a small reminder of you leading to an avalanche of disgusting memories that suffocate me in the most painful way.

Now I check your social media accounts weekly, you’re achieving your goals, you’ve lost weight, been the focus of newspaper articles which praise your talent. I wonder if you ever think of me even for a second. If the events over those years effected you like they did me. The worst part is I know I can’t blame you for the state I am in. I can’t use you as an excuse for my self destructive behaviour. The fact that I’ve put my guard up to the point where I’ve pushed everyone away out of fear of getting hurt again. The drugs and drinking despite my psychological state. The way I’ve been neglecting my medication. My sexual behaviour towards people I don’t care for in the slightest. I’ve lost all self value. I told everyone about what you did to me. I told my psychologist, our friends and in time I even told my parents, all in hope that I would have some form of closure, but no matter how hard I try I can’t let them know how it’s affected me. I can’t let them know how much I still think about it and I sure as hell can’t let them know that if you wanted us to go back to the friendship we once had I would be by your side immediately because I’m that afraid of being alone.

[bingutop]

You are trapped in an elevator with the person on your lockscreen. Who is it?

Reblog with who you get stuck with~

[jasmandermon]

noodle has been serving LOOKS this entire phase tbh

[miu-moonlight]

Blonde hair Acchan 〜♡

[drunkonschadenfreude]

Gorillaz - Saturnz Barz (2017)

[living-on-the-net]

BT Merch for Sale

Heyo, I’m going to do two different posts one for merch and one for doujinshi.

-I take paypal -I ship from the US & will ship internationally -I will put items on hold for up to a month -I will strike out bought items -First come first serve -Prices are based on what I paid total w/fees, what similar items are selling for now, and condition -All items are from the 90s and may not be in perfect condition because of age -If you want more photos or info on items, feel free to DM me -DM me if you’re interested in anything -All money made from these items goes right in my fund to help me get to Japan ;u;

Apologies the lighting in the photos are bad.

1997 RED ROOM Green Shirt $35  Size unisex L, fits like a US unisex M The shirt is a dark green, the photo quality is just bad. Appears unworn, though doesn’t have a plastic sleeve.

1997 RED ROOM Red Shirt $20  Size unisex L, fits like a US unisex M Worn by previous owner, has a lot of cracks in the graphic, shown below. 

HOLD FOR @hobikai 1998 Sexy Stream Liner Red Shirt $25  Size unisex L, fits like a US unisex M Unworn. Says ‘SexTreamLiner’ and I don’t know if that’s intentional or a mistake. It isn’t a knockoff good, it has the Fish Tank tag on it.

HOLD FOR @hobikai 1996 Chaos Tour Blue Shirt $30  Size unisex L, fits like a US unisex M The shirt is a royal blue, the photo quality is just bad. Unworn.

HOLD FOR @hobikai 1998 Sexy Stream Liner Patch $10  New in package. Also says ‘SexTreamLiner.’ 

1998 Sexy Stream Liner Postcard Set $25 In envelope, 10 postcards, 2 of each member. This same set is selling for about 3000¥+fees right now on Y!J.

1993 Dress Postcard Set $25 New, sealed in plastic envelope (the ones outside of the plastic are my set that I used for photos). 5 postcards, 1 of each member. Marked ‘Not for Sale,’ so I don’t know if these were some kind of promo item?

Early 90s Photographs $2/each Those of you who know their tours slightly better than I probably know more exactly what these are from. The photos are slightly grainy and have a color cast, but that’s how they were shot. 

1996 Metallic Cosmos Tour Sticker Sheet $10 New, sealed in plastic sleeve. Text is reflective metallic. 

1998 Sexy Stream Liner Tour Sticker Sheet $10 New, sealed in plastic sleeve. Silver is slightly metallic but not reflective/shiny like the Cosmos stickers. Same ‘SexTreamLiner’ spelling.

Please message me about any items you are interested in/please reblog to spread awareness! 

Thank you <3

[relatablepicturesofstimpy]

[the-goth-wiggle]

Is bald 🌱

[reitonkyouju-archive-blog]

if you reblog my art I’m always gonna check to see if you commented in the tags

[shubbabang]

always

[aki-lis]

ALWAYS

[tk-everything]

[the-goth-wiggle]

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Today was the big day. Still getting used to this bald dome. Thanks to everyone who helped out today including everyone who donated!!! We still have until the 30th of June to reach our goal so if you still wish to contribute go through the link in my bio. #worldsgreatestshave #shaveforacure #leukemiafoundation (at Tangled Hair)

[miu-moonlight]