it took everything in meredith to block out the horrific sounds of the plane crash. she was traumatised, that much she was sure of. everyone was. derek couldn’t use his hand, arizona had lost a leg, christina was severely mentally ill, her sister was badly injured & mark had DIED. it affected all of them, one way or another. they were still coming to terms with what happened, what they had endured. her sister was hit hard by it, losing mark, the love of her life. meredith couldn’t even bare the thought of losing derek, she’d thought that time had almost come back at the plan wreck. she found herself outside her home, opening the front door. she was here for lexi, she needed to be here for her sister. she made her way to her room & found her brooding. ❝ —- lexi... ❞ she peered down at her sister through saddened eyes. she couldn’t even begin to imagine what she was feeling right now.