R E P O S T Posted @withrepost • @drk10008str 🐿💕✨FILL IN THE BLANK! ladies can we be vulnerable for a minute? what have you lost/given up for good peen? like seriously...how many of us as women been dumb Over Some D*ck (word to @kmichellemusic)? matter fact how many TIMES have we been dumb over some d*ck? how many times as women have we lowered standards or removed boundaries just for a body? a body with no substance ¬hing to offer but sex? As I sit back and contemplate my recovery from dickmatization... I can say that I sacrificed a lot of things for the company and “love” of a “man”. more so the idea I had of said man. the illusion I built because the sex was good. but what was the cost? my self esteem...my peace...damn near my sanity. which ALL stemmed from a lack of self love coupled with self doubt. a lot of times I fooled myself into thinking that I was being loved when really I was being used. not with malicious intent...but I was actually yearning from something deeper than the partners I had. I also ignored my intuition for the sake of temporary pleasures. which in turn lead to paranoia and anxiety. now fast forward...these days I’m more selective about the partners I choose. so selective that I end up just not having sexual partners. I want to know a mans business. his trauma...thoughts about pretty much everything especially in reference to women. I want to know what baggage a man is carrying. I want to observe. to know him before I know HIM. do your actions match your words. are you persistent...do you have longevity. this isn’t a game...but I’m realizing I really gotta see how solid a man is before I can act. Im secure in myself, what I’m striving for, and what I have to offer. I’m focused. So ain’t no okey doke over here. &I’m so secure & tight with myself I have no issue with removing myself. cause ain’t a d*ck in the Universe worth losing my _______________. P.S. shout out to my baby @wwildflxwer that Squirrel is for you! #StaySane #IAmDelivert #OverSomeD #Vulnerability #Awareness (at Buffalo, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5JF5JWnqR6/?igshid=13fwtq169kx7y
