When I try to explain myself to people, sometimes it feels pointless. I feel #numb most of the time. Your emotions a majority of the time don’t register not because I don’t care, I just don’t feel them, the same way you do. Ask anyone who works with me or actually knows me, they’ll tell you I’m a unique personality. I do have the ability to love, it’s just harder and expressing myself is difficult. I don’t care how anyone judges me because their thoughts and opinions never stopped or added to my ATM transactions. Life is what you make it. This is something I have dealt with since a lot of my loved ones and heroes began withering away and dying. This is journey I have to walk whether alone or with people who love me for who I am. I’ll endure because I have made it thus far and the universe has shown me lights through the dark. #iamnotafraidofthedark https://www.instagram.com/p/BnWnSZ4AKAIz9DF_qLIfGDQLCDodkDSwfuYBQA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=236jdt1ccuv0