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ian the rapper x fem reader
contains: drugs (coke),slow burn, skinny dipping,arguing,smut,car sex, unprotected sex, rough sex, (p in v),โchokingโ
a/n: is this play about us ๐ซช (we need more ian fics.)
wasnโt gonna post a fic so soon.. but vie picked out
its a good thing you grabbed your jacket before you ditched the party because itโs actually chilly by the water. your bare feet are cold against the sand as you sprint towards the dark, cresting waves. you toss your heels into the sand and run into the water until it reaches your mid calves. itโs ice cold, but it wakes you right up.
the party was going well until it wasnโt. you went with your boyfriend, Ian, expecting to have a good time. youโd both get drunk, youโd dance, maybe youโd find a closed off room to do stuff in. after getting back together, thatโs all youโve been wanting to do. but things took a turn for the worse when Ben found out you two were back together.
when you and Ian broke up six months ago, you turned to your friend Ben, who you knew had feelings for you. you were a mess, and in the mindset of your heartbreak, you kissed him. then, because it felt good, you kissed him. just once, though.
it really didnโt mean anything. well, not to you, anyway.
you never told Ian, but when Ben saw you both together tonight, he told Ian. then that led to a fight. which led you to flee out here to the water.
the end of your dress gets soaked and the wind whips your hair around. you reach into your jacket pocket, shivering from the cold water. you pull it out to see its some coke left over from the last time you and Ian got high. you completely forgot you took the rest of it.
after what just happened, you could use some time to forget. you donโt want this heavy weight on your shoulders or the voice in your head telling you, you should feel guilty, like somehow this is all your fault.
you take your house key out and scoop some of the coke up with it. you sniff it up just in time to hear a voice behind you.
โy/n!!โ they shout.
you snort just a pinch more before quickly stuffing the bag back in your pocket. when you turn around, Vie and Ben are running towards you.
theyโre also still dressed in their party clothes, but Ben has rolled his sleeves up and Vie has let her hair down. they must have followed you from the party.
they stop where the water meets the sand.
Vie holds her dress up so it doesnโt get wet. โy/n, what are you doing?โ
the coke courses through your veins and goes straight to your head. the water is no longer ice cold, you canโt even feel it at this point. you smile at your friends, getting an idea. you get out of the water. โi wanna skinny dip!โ
โwhat?โ
Ben shakes his head. โno, youโll freeze.โ
thereโs no way theyโre about to ruin your idea. โno, come on, itโll be so fun! iโve never done it before.โ you reach back to try and unzip your dress, but you canโt grab the zipper.
Ben stares at you while Vie smiles. then she starts pulling the straps of her dress down her arms. you giggle, becoming even more excited and energetic.
โhere, get my zipper,โ you tell her, turning around and sweeping your hair forward.
just as Vie grabs your zipper, Ben yanks you by the arm. โwhat the fuck are you doing? what has gotten into you?โ he looks you in your eyes. his are a dark, dark brown, almost black. itโs like heโs looking into your soul, and then something washes over him. he drops your arm. โare you high?โ
you canโt help but grin, even as you say no.
youโre done talking, and you donโt want the rest of your night to be ruined. you take your bra and thong off then push Ben playfully and start for the water. โcome on, letโs go!โ
Vie follows you, squealing with excitement. both of you ignore Ben, splashing into the water.
โcome on, Ben, join us!โ Vie says.
โnope. iโm gonna stay right here, and Vie, you shouldnโt be encouraging her.
you stare out in the dark, cresting waves that go miles and miles. beside you, Vie says to Ben, โwhat? by doing what? having fun?โ
โsheโs high!โ Ben shouts, gesturing towards you.
normally, you would be angry that theyโre talking about you when youโre standing right there, but now you donโt care. once Vie is stripped completely, too, you both dive into the water, screaming like little girls from the cold.
โBen, youโre missing out!โ Vie exclaims.
just your heads show out the water.
his hands are in his pockets, a scowl on his face. โiโm staying right here to make sure you guys donโt drown.โ
โthe best way to do that is to join us.โ you tell him.
Vie giggles then gleefully shouts, โyeah!โ
Ben shakes his head.
a wave comes from behind you and lifts you for a moment. you lie on your back, staring up at the inky, black sky. the visible, white stars stare back, and suddenly, youโre at peace. now, everything feels so irrelevant; Benโs grumpy attitude, his fight with Ian, the long term effects of snorting coke.
you donโt care about any of it. youโre not sure if itโs because of the coke or because youโre staring up at the sky, at the bright, bright far away stars. in the moment like this, nothing matters.
โyou guys are gonna get hypothermia,โ Ben says.
โno, weโre not,โ Vie scoffs.
your voice sounds slurred as you shout at him,โitโs like seventy degrees, donโt be such a pussy!โ
Ben snaps back at both of you, but your mind goes elsewhere the moment you notice a figure starting towards you from far away.
when you realize itโs Ian, everything in you lights up like an electric circuit has exploded. โoh my God!โ you squeal.
even in the dark, you notice him glance over at Ben, as if warning him to stay where he is. to you, he calmly says, "y/n, get out of the water." he waits for you at the water's edge.
the waves are tough to get through, but the coke coursing through your system gives you a boost. you trip when a strong wave crashes against you, but you quickly push yourself back up. "Ian!" you shout, sprinting towards him. youโve never ran so fast.
when he sees that you're completely naked, his face changes. "where the fuck are your clothes?" he shouts.
you cling onto him, out of breath, but still full of energy. "Vie and i were skinny dipping! it was so fun, i don't even feel the cold!" you don't feel anything at the moment except absolute euphoria. itโs like you're a kid again running around in the middle of the night, high on a sugar rush when you should be fast asleep, warm in your bed.
Ian grabs your arms and puts his body between you and Benโs line of vision. "youโre fucking naked," he hisses between teeth.
"where are your clothes?"
you point. "over there."
Ian pulls you with him to grab your clothes. meanwhile, Vie climbs out of the water and slips her dress back on. she stays with Ben, away from you and Ian. you can't hear what they're saying, but Ben paces back and forth, and Vie places a reassuring hand on his shoulder. from here, it sounds like they're angry at each other.
โhere, put them on.โ Ian orders.
you don't take your clothes from him. you want to enjoy this free feeling while it lasts.
"i wanna go swimming again," you moan.
you suddenly think it would be so fun to skinny dip with Ian. you can't believe he's not down to do it with you.
"no, put your clothes back on. weโre leaving."
you pout up at your boyfriend like a little kid. you don't care about how you're acting right now-you want what you want without shame. "but i wanna swim. you don't wanna swim with me?" you grab his arm.
Ian glares at you. "y/n, put your clothes on. now."
Instead of waiting for you to comply, Ian figures out your underwear and bends down to slip it up your legs. you hold onto him, giggling, as the wind whips your hair around. you sway back and forth until Ian pulls your thong all the way up. he doesn't bother with your bra. he just slips your dress over your head, not bothering to fix your hair. heโs really pissed.
"what the fuck were you thinking getting naked in front of Ben?" he snaps.
you roll your eyes. youโre not thinking as you blurt, "oh, it's nothing he hasn't seen before."
Ian takes a deep breath in. "weโre leaving." his hand clamps down hard on your wrist as he yanks you along with him, back up the sand, and towards his car. you look over your shoulder one last time to see Benโs mouth moving quickly and his hand raking through his hair. Vie is still trying to talk him down, and all you can think is, God, boys are so dramatic.
as you reach Ianโs car, he pulls the passenger side door open for you, nearly yanking the door off its hinge. he shoots you an angry, hard look as you climb in, still dizzy from the coke. then he slams the door shut and moves around the front of the car to the driver's side.
itโs quiet after he shuts his door. he doesn't move to turn the ignition on so you just sit there in silence.
"what the fuck was that, y/n?"
you shrug. "i was upset about what happened. i was just trying to have some fun."
his voice is louder as he says, "there are plenty of other ways to have fun. you didn't have to get naked to do that."
"okay, well, keep that in mind next time you wanna have sex and i wanna sleep," you snap. you were so excited to see your boyfriend show up. you thought he would join you in the water, but he's too uptight about Ben to have fun. whatever excitement you felt before has dissipated now.
"where did you get the coke?" his voice is quiet and rigid. if you weren't high, you would be absolutely terrified.
"from earlier. it was in my pocket."
Ian turns his attention out the window.
you patiently wait for his response. you feel like you're standing, swaying, on the edge of a cliff. finally, he says, "donโt do that shit unless iโm with you."
"i was just upset, i wasn't going-"
"give me the coke." he holds his hand out.
your mouth opens, but you don't say anything. annoyed, you grab the small amount of coke left in your pocket and slap it into his palm. he shoves it inside of his pocket. itโs quiet for a long time until Ian breaks the silence.
"and to throw it in my face that you've slept with Ben? like i need to be reminded of that." he hits the steering wheel.
you flinch. your body tenses in the passenger seat.
Ian runs a hand through his hair and shakes his head. "fuck. the last thing i wanted to learn about tonight was that you slept with Ben. of all people, y/n?"
"you and i weren't dating," you point out.
"have you done anything with him?" Ian asks, completely ignoring you.
"what?"
he stares at you long and hard. "you heard me. have you done anything with him? since we got back together."
"oh my God, no!" you yell. "of course not! i haven't done anything with Ben since we broke up." how could Ian even think that?
he's quiet for a long time, tracing his finger along the inside of the steering wheel. then his gaze fixes on something straight ahead.
"i wanna kill him."
you quickly reach over the arm rest and grab Ianโs hand. "hey. Ian? please don't do something stupid. look at me-" you turn his face towards you- "iโm with you. you are the only person i wanna be with.
okay? i promise. i love you." you press your forehead against his.
Ian reaches up and runs his fingers down a strand of your hair. then his hand cups your face, his skin warm against yours, and kisses you. you kiss him back, but Ian becomes needy quickly. he pushes you backwards against the passenger door so the handle digs into the skin between your shoulder blades. he looks at you like he's a starving animal, licking his lips. his hands move up your bare legs, pushing your dress above your waist, and yanks your thong down.
"fuck," he whispers. he reaches over you to pull the lever that sends the back of your chair flying backwards. then you move yourself so you're lying down in the chair, and Ian climbs over you, pulling your dress over your head so you're completely naked.
your shaky hands undo his zipper then push down his pants. Ian pulls himself out within seconds and lies down against you, kissing your neck, as he begins to grind against you. you moan in his ear as your legs open wider for him.
only with Ian could you go from being passionately angry with each other to passionately lustful within seconds. itโs like you're addicted to him the same way he's addicted to coke.
"i don't want him to touch you ever again," he whispers in your ear. his breath is hot and shaky, which makes your pussy throb.
you close your eyes. "he won't," you whimper.
Ian runs his hand up your arm and pins your wrist down. "no. he won't." then he guides himself inside of you, never taking his dark gaze off of your face, and quickly starts thrusting in and out of you.
the coke in your system makes this sensation ten times better. it doesn't matter that you're in a car outside of a party and Ben and Vie might still be around. you cry out every time Ian thrusts up inside of you.
"ohh, Ian!" you shout. the pleasure is already so much, it's nearly painful.
Ian continues to watch you, going faster.
he leans down and nips at the skin on your neck with his teeth. he sucks hard on your breasts, sure to leave deep hickies there later. he's making sure that everyone will know you're his.
Ian suddenly slides two of his fingers into your mouth. through clenched teeth, he says, "you wanna act like a brat, then I'll treat you like one, yeah?" he shoves his fingers farther down your throat, which makes you gag.
"Ian!"
"this is what happens when you get naked in front of other guys."
you squirm beneath him but twirl your tongue around his fingers until tears well in your eyes and he finally pulls them out.
then he moves them down to rub hard and deep at your clit, which makes your back arch and you scream out.
Ian pins you down with his hand on your hip and pounds you so hard, you move up and down against the passenger seat. "ow, God!" you shout. Ian ignores you, though, focusing on his own pleasure.
he grunts into your neck, his mouth open against your skin. you grab on tightly to him as his thrusts become sloppy. "mmm, fuck." he pushes himself up. "fuck. i'm gonna cum."
your muscles clench and unclench around him. When he rubs your clit again, you pour out onto him, crying so loudly, people at the front door of the house can hear you. you press your palms hard into the ceiling of the car while your legs shake. meanwhile, Ian watches your liquids pour out around him, and soon enough, he lets out a long groan as he comes inside of you.
"oh, God," you whimper. "oh God, oh God, oh God." your legs shake some more at the feel of him twitching inside of you. then he collapses against you, finally drained. his skin sticks against yours, both of your bodies coated in sweat.
you hold onto Ian, rubbing the back of his neck while he kisses your face. "shit," you breathe.
his voice is quiet and sultry. "you're not gonna get that from any other guy." his eyes follow his hand as he slides it across your bare stomach, up over your breast, and gently around your neck. "you're mine. you get naked in front of him again, ill fuck you so hard, you'll cry. got it?"
you nod and he lets go of your throat. he peels himself off of you and climbs back into the driver's seat. when you're both dressed again, he starts the car to take you home.
youโre not sure now if it's the coke or Ianโs cock, but you're dazed and confused the whole way home in just your dress and messed up hair..
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