My life has been a crazy one. Full of ups and downs..... More downs than ups I'm afraid, but 6 months ago that all changed. I was a repressed, broken shell of a person. Now however things have changed, and I'm on a war path. I have learned so much about me and I'm going to let the wild spirit that everyone tried to brake come out. I'm going to do what I want and be true to me, because im tired of being who they wanted me to be. All that did was make me weak and unhappy to the point of suicide. Not anymore, never again, will i turn against myself and what i want and believe in. It's true life is harder going against the grain, but it's my life and it's time for me to be happy and do the things I've always dreamed, wondered, wanted to see, and yes even fantasized about. I don't want to be on my death bed wondering about what ifs or regretting not trying or doing something, I want to be there thinking damn i did THAT!