I slept/stayed in bed until 1PM. But then I pushed myself to shower and water my plants. I got really fucked over by my psychologist yesterday so I think that was my wake up call to take a deep breath, re-evaluate and start over again.

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I slept/stayed in bed until 1PM. But then I pushed myself to shower and water my plants. I got really fucked over by my psychologist yesterday so I think that was my wake up call to take a deep breath, re-evaluate and start over again.
So the support group that I used to go to for schizophrenia no longer exists. It’s a real bummer because talking to friends and family about symptoms really freaks them out. When I talk to a therapist about symptoms just makes them want me to get evaluated. So I’m thinking of looking into online resources like chat rooms.. but I’m worried that a lot of people who are in those chat rooms are disingenuous? That’s why I liked the support group, no one drove all the way into town to waste time like people do on the internet.
Starting over again
My psychiatrist asked me about my “spiritual life” and when I answered her she just shrugged it off with a “Alright then.” Like..... alright then.