So today was quite a good day! I haven't felt sick, appetite still a little lacking which is not a bad thing! But still have a raging thirst! Wtf is that all about...drank way too much water yesterday though. About 5 litres am sure that's not good for me. So today just battled through the thirst and monitored my water in take. I'm feeling quite good. Have had a busy day so that's also taken my mind of things. However I've now got home , and recently have been , sporadically taking the supplement l-arginine . I have read it's good for fertility and can compliment IVF treatment. Mainly in the implantation stage. So I've upped my game and ensured I've had it every day for the last week or so...however, iam now panicking! I googled it again and this time a contradicting article has appeared saying this supplement is bad for egg quality!! Is it!?! I don't know! There are articles saying its good! So now I don't know what to do. I want good quality healthy eggs and implantation! So what do I do. Stop taking it, or continue to take it. Do I believe what I read! Whilst the Internet is a wonderful thing it sometimes pays to be completely oblivious! I often think if I hadn't ever educated myself on fertility and IVF etc and gone in to it completely blind In first place and second time would it have been less stressful! Would I have eaten these ridiculous things. Maybe had a coffee. Maybe a glass of wine?! Would this have made me relax more knowing less. Does all the stuff I am doing help anyway? Would the treatment have worked before or fail like it did?! Would anything be any different with our results and findings from last two times! I ask a lot of questions and I suppose there aren't the answers for me because no one really knows! I said when we embarked on #icsi3 I wasn't going to get caught up in eating this , eating that, taking this and that etc but I have! I can't help it. I want to do everything I can possibly possibly do and if I read kale will help or 5 Brazil nuts a day I will eat them and that toxins are bad for eggs and implantation then I'm not going to have them! Relaxing is the hardest part in all of this, oh and the injections. Which I momentarily forgot about! Treat tonight dinner out with some of my besties! BUT I have my curfew 9pm for injections! This part of the treatment does make me feel in control- well in control of something! But I know it'll soon be here when it's in the lap of the gods!