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I haven’t been watching any films recently (i don’t feel like myself kjahdkashd), instead I keep watching TS4: Discorver University and Planet Zoo Let’s Play’s on Youtube, that have 30-60min episodes.......

#about me #idek ya'll #wish i could play both of them but i am broke and also planet zoo only runs on windows so BYE

“It might be a cliche,” Kenda snarled, turning to look at the intruder, “but it’s true. A picture would last longer, so stop fucking staring.” She had been enjoying the small moment of peace in the one place in the damn ranch that she could stand: the basement. The punching bags gave her a way to productively get out her anger, and also her extra energy. Being under ground, it was cooler and generally less populated, which appealed to her as well. The downside? It was open to everyone in the pack. She rolled her eyes, turning to glare at whoever it was interrupted her.

#escapestart #idek ya'll #{ kenda starter }

quarter life crisis pt. 4: idek I just have no other way of describing all this

I really wish I could find out the exact day or time when I started being such a pessimistic-minded kid because I really do think I need to change my mindset somehow without really compromising myself/my personality because I still wanna be me...ya know?

Yes I’m the kid that wants to prepare for the worst because that’s where my mind heads first or when something goes bad I go in doom mood and spiral down farther down. I think I have always been that way or for a very long time I have been anyway I think negative experiences in life have traumatized me to become this way As much as I love retweeting or reblogging some positive affirmations here or there, it never sticks and I revert back because I’m not at my core a faker, or I can’t or refuse to fake positivity. Because that’s what I believe is not me, I wanna be and pride myself in being honest to others and myself. But others could say I should just change that way of thinking or just as a person accept change for once. I don’t want that, I want to change for the better; be a happier and healthier person but I don’t wanna change who I am.

Short term...I guess try using positive affirmations more strictly, get better/healthier habits (working on it), be more social, have hobbies again bc hun you ain’t in college anymore, less need to save and just keep surrounding myself with good people (currently doing but I do think I should learn to rely on and be more vulnerable with others, quit telling yourself you’re a bother!)

I need more confidence, I need to be more vulnerable with people, I need to trust more, I need to be more positive, I need to be less hard on myself, I need to live life more, I need better habits, I need to worry less, I need more of a social life, I need to have more positive people in my life, I need to be a better daughter, I need to learn to cope better, I need to learn to accept the unpredictability in life, I need to stop fearing making mistakes, I need to let go, I need to forgive more easily, I need to become more independent, I need to stop over analyzing, I need to communicate better, I need to learn to “fake it till I make”, I need to be more open minded, I need to be less scared of getting hurt by others, I need to learn how to unconditionally love someone, I need to be less toxic to others, I need to not be afraid of failure, I need to care less about what others think of me, I need to accept that others and myself will change, I need to love myself

idk why I wrote all that shit I just needed to write down all the things I wanted to do to be a more enlightened being lol