#idontmakesense

[transparentmoss]

Lately I've spent way too much time on my phone. Anything else just seems too much.

[sticky-starlight-blog]

#whenyouhavesomanythoughts #cantseemtoputthemdown #growingupforeign #bosnian #itcanbedifficult #butitsfun #imawierdone #idontmakesense

[catsycakes]

7.4.2016, but it's basically 3 AM

I told Martin about my "Dodging a Bullet" Theory. So basically, it involves validating life's happenstances with the "it wasn't meant to happen because something better was meant for you and basically you're dodging a bullet." Under this theory, your outcome, which is deemed undesirable, would've actually been worse for you. I think it's easier to think about the opportunities I wasn't given (e.g. Job, love, everyday stuff) in that way. I dodged a bullet so many times in these cases.

[potato-corgi]

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Sometimes I feel like I’m secretly hated on. What if those who I consider my friends are really the ones that never really cared about me. I’m so lost on who my real friends are.. It’s been a battle of who I truly consider my friends for the past year. When I talk about how I really feel, I get bashed on for thinking that way. Sometimes I just really need help but people still give me harsh advice or they just don’t listen at all… One moment I am extremely happy and grateful, the next moment I feel worthless.. I just want someone to listen to what I have to say and to care and respect me… At times I just really need a hug to understand that I am not insane and that I am not alone. Even if I have some friends, I really do feel alone. Alone in my opinions because I’m afraid of criticism. It’s hard to really tell someone how I feel because I’m afraid of judgement. What if people are only friends with me because of a certain reason. If that certain reason goes away, would people still bother to talk to me? Where will my friends be in the long run? What if there is a secret group chat or page that specializes in hating on me. I really don’t know and I don’t think I will ever. Am I boring?Are my problems too much? Maybe I just care too much about people that I thought that cared about me…..Am I bad at what I love doing? Believing in what others say becomes a reality. It attacks you most when you are alone. Sometimes I wish I could change myself… It’s hard to like yourself when people constantly criticize the way you are. I need help… from someone who truly cares :/

[kez357]

Random AF 😅 #hegetsme #idontmakesense

[jordannnnn77]

It's funny how when you go through something everyone always tells you to stay positive and that it doesn't define you, but the minute they go through the same exact thing they complain more than you did and they act as if it is the end of the world and that they are failures.

[sleedypetey]

I can't explain this one. Along with most of what I do. #idontmakesense #Chewy #uncletobys #

[icemanisgayfuckers]

Random AF 😅 #hegetsme #idontmakesense