#iglrufi

[iglrufi]

today, while watching an episode from a cartoon show i really like, i didn’t expect to hear about how infatuation is silly. how it’s something that can make us daydream of having a relationship with the target of our infatuation, and how it can lead us to pain for overvaluing said relationship. and i then read that infatuation is defined as something that is foolish and short-lived yet intense and extravagant. and i can’t help but think that having such a feeling is so romantic, so innocent, so hopeful, so... human. and so to this i say cheers to being fools in love.

[iglrufi]

i wish i could go to you right now and hug you without having to say anything. i'd kiss your forehead and hold your hand with our fingers intertwined like we used to.

i wish neither of us would have to say sorry or tell eachother why we chose to do what we did. i'd ask "how's your day?". and you'd tell me "it was tiring". then i would tell you about how i got to ate some of our favorite ice cream today, and you'd say "that's mean, you should've brought me some", then we'd laugh about it while wrapping my arms around you.

i wish we didn't feel like we had to ask eachother if we still love eachother. i wish we didn't have to say how we're sorry for how we were before. i'd only say "i missed you". and i'd get to hear you say "i love you".

[iglrufi]

I don’t care how complicated this gets, I still just want you.

my love for you was never simple anyways

[iglrufi]

I hope you choose me. I hope no matter how hard this gets, you’ll keep choosing me, as much as I have and always will choose you. Because I wish you knew how much I want you to be the first person I see every morning for the rest of my life, or how much I want to hold your hand without having to care about what anyone else would think. I want to be able to make you happy every tomorrow, even more than how happy you’ve made me yesterday and today. I love falling deeper in love with you almost as much as I love you. So please… I hope that, until the very end, we choose this, whatever it may be today and whatever it may turn out to be in the future.

[iglrufi]

I was Snape, who watched you, as the Lily Evans that you were, fall for James Potter. But even after all this time, I have loved you always.

[iglrufi]

I can't remember the things that could have possibly filled the spaces between my fingers before the first time I ever held your hand.

[iglrufi]

Just like people who start drinking alcohol to take the pain away but bring more problems later on, Or people who smoke cigarettes that calm the nerves but slowly kill them, Or do drugs that they cannot stop even as they ruin their lives. Just like all of these people, I fell in love with a person, and that person was you.

and I can’t stop loving you

[iglrufi]

Please just ask me if I love you. Ask me how I feel about you. Give me an excuse to pour out every thought and feeling I've had for you. Do it. I dare you to do so.