What you deserve
Yeah, I do miss you
I know I see you everyday
I know I see your smile everyday
I know I can smell your cologne everyday
I know I can see you laugh and play around everyday
I know I can see you walk down those stairs everyday
With all your friends
But that’s not what I want
I want to see you look at me everyday
I want you to smile at me everyday
I want to smell your cologne on me everyday
I want to be the reason you laugh and play around
I want to stand next to you when we walk down those stairs
But like you said
“Saira, you don’t always get what you want “
And I just have to accept that.
But when I see you happy and smiling
When I see you talking to all those
Talented, beautiful and smart people
I tell myself,”Yeah, he deserves that, I can’t compete “
I know you look at me
But I know that all you can see is
A sad, lonely, dumb girl
But that’s okay you don’t deserve that.
You deserve that girl you spoke about
That talented girl who is probably pretty and smart
That girl likes you and you do too
She isn’t sad all the time
She isn’t a “attention whore”
She doesn’t need help
She isn’t troublesome
She isn’t always angry
She isn’t “high maintenance “
She isn’t a dirty minded bitch
Like me