#ihatecalories

[n0wzss]

i’m actually scared of getting to my gw

like, what if i reach it? i feel like i’d try to lose even more and never be satisfied with myself

[solarrenegademimic]

honestly the thing i hate most about all this is how stupid it makes me. i cant remember anything and my brain is so much slower. ik this isn't the most motivational thing to say but its honest. When i'm starving this type of content makes sense to me but when i eat i just think about how stupid it is to want this lifestyle of constant torture and starvation and stupidity, when it's affecting my life and my ability to accomplish things and my relationships other people. I don't hate myself when i eat, i hate myself when im hungry and not seeing results and obsessing over myself when there are much bigger problems out there. I hate how im bending to the societal pressures of standards and how it's stopping me from meeting my own personal standards.

I feel like i've let myself down by letting this self made issue infect me so much . I always see how silly it is when something of real issue happens to me. nobody cares if i drop 5 more kgs, im not going to be a supermodel.

How can i aspire to be a physicist if I'm actively dumbing myself down.

ik tmrw i'll still repeat this cycle anyways...

[n0wzss]

hii 💗 this is not my first time here but my previous account got banned so now i’m looking for moots!

i’m 16 and due to a chronic illness i gained A LOT of weight (im kinda embarrassed of my sw) and now i’m trying to lose it all.

i’m also trying to recover from BED and mia (which caused me a lot of issues)

height: 167cm - 5’6”

sw: 98kg - 216lbs

cw: 83kg - 182lbs

1gw: 70kg - 154lbs

2gw: 63kg - 138 lbs

ugw: 55kg - 121 lbs

my plan is doing 500-800 cals and +10.000 steps everyday.

i’ll update this every time i weigh myself in the morning.

[solarrenegademimic]

lowk my try starting fasting bc im not hungry until i start eating something, then i binge once i've started eating.

[solarrenegademimic]

skinniest in my family, fattest among my friends.

[baseball-jen]

Is this the most perfect shirt in the world for me or what?! OMG! I need this. Ask anyone who knows me well (or has met me just once!) & they will tell you I say sh*t like this ALL ... THE ... TIME! #Beer #beerisawesone #Ilovebeer #Ihatecalories I also LOVE #socks and #Oakland #baseball and hate the #sfgiants but that's another story (or actually part of the same story just going around in an endless circle). (at Pioneer, California)

[justanothermialove-blog]

More like hatred of eating...