Why does everything seem so black and white in front of my eyes but so scattered and confusing inside my head
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Why does everything seem so black and white in front of my eyes but so scattered and confusing inside my head
life just feels like something’s missing but i dont know if its my high school friends being together again or God
it occurred to me today that i hold on to people like gyms hold on to those trying to cancel their membership:
oh our friendship is fading? cant u hear me screaming stay stay stay in the back of your mind? i’ll make u think fuck it, this is too much work just to hold u here for a few more weeks. im digging my nails in & holding on like my life depends on it because it kind of almost does. no, it definitely does. give me proof. show me theres no fixing this. bring your id, show me you’re really the person i grew to love for so many years. why are u leaving? i can be different. please don’t go. oh okay, you’re sure? fill out this satisfaction survey. please tell me how to not get into this mess again!
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I start my new job tomorrow & I really don’t want to. I was so comfortable with the job I had but it just wasn't cutting it to pay the bills. I know that this new job pays very well and it will do me and my boyfriend very good bill payment wise... but I hate the whole starting a new work environment & getting to know new people again. Change terrifies me. I hope tomorrow I don’t die.
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This is a quote from one of my favourite books, #jdsalinger's #thecatcherintherye I feel this way a lot. #ihatechange #dontchange #holdencaulfield #books #literature