Hi Steph! I was wondering... only if you have time to answer that, of course...But... for you, what is THE johnlock fic, the one with the more ANGST in it you've ever read ? I'm tired of fluffy fics, I think I need some heavy angst between John and Sherlock... thank youuuu so much for the help, you're amazing ! Xxx
Hi Lovely!
This isn’t the one with the most angst ever, but I just finished re-reading it and I had too many feels over it:
Not Broken, Just Bent by Schmiezi (E, 87,585 w., 43 Ch. || Pining, Love Confessions, Rape/Sexual Assault, Torture, Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst, Villain!Mary, Suicidal Ideations, Main Character Death, Sherlock First Person POV, Parentlock, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Grief/Mourning, Emotional Love Making, Possessiveness, Depression, PTSD, Kidnapping, Virgin Sherlock, Eventual Happy Ending) – "For a second, I allow myself to remember teaching John how to waltz. There is a special room in my mind palace for it. A big one, with a proper parquet dance floor. For a second, I go there. I remember holding him, closer than the World Dance Council asks for, excusing it with the fact that we are training for a wedding, not for a competition. For a second, I feel his hand on mine again, smell his sweat, hear the song we used. For a second, I allow myself to love him deeply. For a second, only a second, that love reflects on my face." Fix-it for S3, starting at the end of TSoT. Evil Mary.
I forgot how much angst was in this one, and it HURTS a lot before it gets better. Big rollercoaster of emotions, I was crying a lot.
And if you’re needing some more, check out these heavy angst lists:
Major Character Death / Heavy Angst
Major Character Death / Heavy Angst Pt 2
One Lives, One Dies
John’s Suicide Before TEH
Dies After the Fall and Becomes a Ghost
John Has Cancer
Main Character Depression
Grief and Mourning
And if you need something a BIT lighter:
Angst With a Happy Ending
Angst With a Happy Ending Pt. 2
Pining Sherlock || [MOBILE FRIENDLY VERSION]
Pining John
Mutual Pining
Capture and Torture
Hope you enjoy these, and should you need more, just let me know and I can make a new list if I’ve any fics to add to any of the lists <3
