#ihid

[liberatedthoughts]

I hate it when people try to explain away my reality

It's honestly the most soul crushing thing

I know what I'm feeling and I'm not dumb

Maybe I'm just crazy, anyway.

[liberatedthoughts]

We're all just mending time untill we can all be together again.

[liberatedthoughts]

I want to die

I want to cry

I want to give up

I want life to be over.

I no longer look forward to the future.

The future is terrifying

And I'm inadequate

And I'm never going to love myself

I hope I die

I hope I die

I HOPE I DIE

I didn't ask to be born, I just wish to be dead.

[liberatedthoughts]

I really hope I don't kill myself, I don't want to but I've never felt the desire to so strong and all consuming. If your reading this I'm sorry I hurt you.

[inhaylia]

wow. now he hates me more than a rate of 30. fuck my life :)