Soooo I’m just here to express my thoughts on my Acid trip. So fuck with it...
Acid makes you realize so much shit! Like you start to realize the actual meaning of life! Life is about two given choices .. whether you want to take the short cut and not really learn anything about life or you want to take the long way where you appreciate more about life and know the meaning to everything given to you. Life is also about balance! My friend balanced rocks at the beach and from that point of view, you just kind of know where he’s coming from in reality. If he can balance rocks in different shape and/or form, he can balance anything in life if its a small thing or a big thing.. just all with a lot of patience. Everything you do in the real world, has to do something with your life. You have to realize that the shit you do for YOU, has to be for YOU. I feel like if you don’t want to make yourself better every day, then you’re not LIVING for YOU. You’re living for someone else because you’re FOLLOWING the ‘different day same shit’ crowd. You’re following everyone else because its the right thing to do and also because everyone else is doing it and no one likes to change because they are afraid they will be judged for being different. You should be who YOU want to be! Not what others WANT you to be. LIVE for YOU.
Here’s a couple questions you should ask yourself:
1. Are you doing it for you as in for YOURSELF? Or are you doing it for you as for an audience? -- I feel like with celebrities, they’re doing it for other people because that’s what they’re supposed to do or also because it makes them feel and look super good. I also feel like celebrities can never be themselves because everyone can see what they’re doing and know what they’ve been doing.
2. Are you trying to make a point on some real shit or are you trying to make yourself look like a fool on some fake shit? -- Are you living life to make a point or are you lying to yourself because you want what you can’t have?
3. Are you doing it for recognition or are you doing it because it makes you look good enough for fame? -- Like are you trying to become a singer because that’s your passion and because you want to be heard lyrically? Or are you becoming a singer to to abuse your talent to just become rich and famous?
I feel like life is also about doing it on PURPOSE. Some people are just scared to be different cause y’all have been doing the same routine shit your whole life and you feel that if you switch up the pattern you can never go back to your old ways or feel like the same person. People are just scared to be judged. Well, either way you’re going to be judged but who said you had to wait to be accepted from anyone?!?! YOU SHOULD N ALWAYS FEEL THE NEED OF ACCEPTING YOURSELF. You don’t need anyones approval to do what YOU want to do! Just be you. Be unique because you will stand out from the crowd you’ve been trying to follow this whole time.
