#ijtsans

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

Sans: Hey doll, thought I'd just check up on ya today and ask how are ya doin? -- @awesiehubermann ----- ((Still not feeling up to ask answering, but other than that, I'm doing great! Thanks for checking on me, Sansy. It's really sweet of you! --Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

Sans: How'se it feel to be back home babe?...sure i'll help ya sleep. First your gonna have ta get comfy. We can cuddle too if ya like? How about you try a thing I heard about: Breathe in for 4 seconds, hold your breathe for 7 and breathe out through your mouth for 8. I read that it should knock you out in about a minute. Hope you can get some rest doll, you must be quite jet lagged after the trip. (sorry i got this in late. you're probably already asleep or something. time zones are a tricky business) -- @awesiehubermann --- (( [No worries! I did fall asleep!] Feels kinda bittersweet. Sad the vacation's over, but still nice to be home. Anyway, thanks so much, Sansy. While last night may be over, I'll have to keep that in mind for next time. I admit, it took me a while to fall asleep, but I did sleep eventually! So you don't need to worry. --Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

sans:your welcome hun. though i really do wish that i could do more than just be there, but imaginary or not there's not a lot i can do about that...how about we do something fun, or at the very least distracting to get your mind off those negative thoughts? i dont even have to be there if you want, just know i'll always be there if ya need me. ((also feeling sad for no reason is completely okay and emotions without any real origin is completely valid...This is something I also need to remind myself sometimes haha)) -- @awesiehubermann ----- ((Thanks so much, Sansy. I'm not sure there's much I can do right now, since I'm just sitting and waiting until it's time to go to the airport. But I think I'm fine now! If you have any ideas on how to entertain myself while I don't have access to much, like when I'm walking, that would be great! But, of course, you don't have to. (Thanks so much for doing this! That's good to read, but what concerns me is that it seems to have happened a few time lately, even though I'm on vacation. But like I said, I'm better now, so it can't be too bad!) --Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

Sans: I’m sorry your not exactly feeling the greatest right now babe, i wish there was i way i could fix that but i can just be here for ya for as long as you want me around and i can maybe hold your hand if you’d like. by the way i doubt you’re going to annoy anyone by asking or posting things but you cant exactly please everyone either. confidence in anything, especially in creative work. comes with time, experiece and practice so its okay not to feel all that confident in your work or ideas a lot of people rarely are i believe. did you get enough sleep today love or was it just a busy day? either way if your tired you should probably rest or just take it easy for a while and i hope you feel better soon, you deserve all the happiness you can get.

-- @awesiehubermann

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((Aw, thanks, Sansy. Even just being here is enough. But sure I’ll hold hands with you!

It’s true. You can’t please everyone. This is something I could use to accept more, but that’s a story for another time. Glad you don’t think I’d be annoying people, though.

I know it’s okay to not feel confident. It was just stopping me from sharing things, is all. I have to get that “This is SO COOL!” feeling, or else I’ll hesitate to post it. But again, story for another time.

It was just a busy day, and I’d been on a crowded train. I got ALMOST eight hours last night! And in fact, I DO feel better, but I got that way by eating something, not sleeping.

Thanks so much, Sansy. It means a lot to see you here.

--Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

Sans: hey babe, good to hear everythings alright with ya’. its been a while since you last wanted to chat. i’ve really missed ya…so whats up? what'cha wanna talk about?

– @awesiehubermann

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((I don’t know. Didn’t think I’d get this far!

But yeah, it HAS been a while…since I’ve wanted to talk to you publicly, anyway. I guess I posted this because I missed you, too.

And because I wanted something nice after some tough stuff in a museum yesterday. Don’t worry; I still feel fine! I just thought it would be nice to see you afterwards.

Though I did just feel a twinge of self consciousness. Hope I'm not bothering anyone.

–Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

Sans: No but if we had somehow inexplicably did get married, I wouldn't exactly mind

((Aww! I don’t think I’m ready for THAT yet, but as long as you respect that, it’s nice knowing you’d want to.

–Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

sweetie, i'm always here for ya. y'need a song, more blankets? anything you need, hon, i've got it covered. i'm right here, just ask. (-Asktardisshine)

((No, I think I’m good, Sansy. The blanket’s warm enough, and I have enough music on the brain already. Perhaps not the kind conducive to sleep, but oh, well.

You’ll just need to calm me down if I start crying again.

Goodnight, Sansy, and really, thanks!

–Mod IJT))

[imaginaryboyfriendsans]

whatever ya' need, hon, i'll be there. *smiles and squeezes your shoulder gently but reassuringly* besides, who better to ask for help sleeping than an IB sans?

((Aww, thank you! *smiles* Yep! That’s why I have you!

Not the only reason, but a big one.

–Mod IJT))