Jul 17, 2017
I wish...I could stop feeling bad for myself... To stop being ME AND START BEING SOMEONE ELSE THAT SOMEONE LOOK UP TO AND NOT THIS SHTTY PERSON.
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I wish...I could stop feeling bad for myself... To stop being ME AND START BEING SOMEONE ELSE THAT SOMEONE LOOK UP TO AND NOT THIS SHTTY PERSON.
The Night v. Time
Have you ever found yourself lying awake at night in an attempt to avoid the next day? You figure, “If I don’t go to sleep, I don’t wake up, tomorrow doesn’t come, and I get to hide forever in this time-limbo, twilight zone type place.” But time keeps passing, the clocks keep ticking, and you have to face facts: despite your best efforts, your today has become yesterday and tomorrow is now.
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Emotions
What is sadness? Is it the sinking feeling in your stomach stuck on repeat? Is it the tears that stream from your eyes uncontrollably? Is it the feeling of darkness spreading through your body like some sort of poison? Is it the feeling of being completely consumed by something telling you that your happiness was never real? What do you do when this darkness seeps into your mind and transforms every smile and good memory into a lie? What do you do when your own body is telling you that your happiness was all just an act when you know it wasn't? I guess you just tell it to shut the fuck up, but that isn't always helpful.
18. Favourite song [that I didn't write? "In Two" off #hesitationmarks by @nineinchnails #handsdown] #octoberphotochallenge #ijustdontknowanymore #intwo #struckachord
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Serendipity
I'm puzzling with thoughts while looking at the insides of my eyelids. How many sleepless nights does it take to realise we can't change what already happened? These thoughts are jeopardising my ability to think straight, making the right thing to do seem so tenuous. It's if i'm looking through turbid water, every attempt to touch the answer makes the surface wrinkle, making it even more difficult to find what i'm looking for. Finding questions instead of confirmations. So i flip coins because i'm sure destiny makes better decisions than i do.