No fighting for me.
No wishing me the same things.
Feeling like they just don’t give a shit anymore.
Maybe this should all be a sign.
seen from Israel
seen from United States
seen from China

seen from Italy
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seen from Belgium

seen from Germany
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seen from Italy
seen from Belgium
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China

seen from Israel
seen from Belgium
seen from United States
seen from Yemen

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from United States
No fighting for me.
No wishing me the same things.
Feeling like they just don’t give a shit anymore.
Maybe this should all be a sign.
Starting to realize it's possible to lead the life I want. Starting to hope and dream instead of worry and hurt. Starting to wake up from the brain fog. Starting to appreciate friendship a little more (the smaller my circle gets). Starting to wonder why you disappeared. Starting to forgive and trying to forget. #justemothings #emogirlisemo #ijustmissyou (at Edgewood, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByjWf4tHXBy/?igshid=qj6ta03rawxj
Cause I love you and I miss you a whole bunch. #mymainman #mylove #ineedmoretimewithyou #ijustmissyou #iloveyou @devgioacchini (at Tucson, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrTtGu-H135/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qczh596s347l
10 months
It’s been 10 months so you left, I had hoped things would be better now, but I have to learn to accept that they will not. I have to be happy and move on, that I know now. As hard is it’ll be! Not one day in the last 10 months have gone past that I haven’t thought about you, that you haven’t entered my mind, that i wonder if you are ever thinking about me. Do I ever cross your mind anymore? What do you think about?
When does it ever go away?
I just wish things were different. That I wasn’t me and you weren’t you. Then maybe things could be different..
Oppa, what am I doing? I've started smiling and laughing again with people. I'm trying really hard not to be alone, because I'm alright when people are around. If not, I drink, then I cry. Then I drink some more. My thoughts aren't so good either. I know I'm not being healthy right? I watched my first video of you today. It was a video of you forgetting the lyrics to gloomy clock. You're so cute. No matter how I try to avoid you and SHINee It's only you who make me truly smile. So what do I do? Because after it was over pain crashed down on me. What do I do? And what am I doing? I know you would tell me it's ok not to know.. You're right. I'll just see where this goes. Thank you for being my smile. My Jonghyun. #Jonghyun #youdidwelljonghyun #IJustmissyou
I just want to hug you now. Just for a little,
Please.
Remember those days? I do. Every minute. As if that time was the only one I ever lived. Because before you was emptyness and after you is nothing.