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Gorgeous and glorious Heartbroken

[thegapyouleft]

I w you looking for company. Hope you're safe and alright. It's been long years, with nothing but bad memories. I wish I could hold you in this times and make you remember what it was!

[thegapyouleft]

I miss you. A lot!

[thegapyouleft]

Goodbye

...?

[thegapyouleft]

And like this

All between us just vanished in your hands.

[thegapyouleft]

If I tremble when I’m next to you...is not because I’m cold, it’s because I’m staring at the girl I want to love me until I get old.

[thegapyouleft]

What else than goodbye..

Because Hi was just a moment.

[thegapyouleft]

I would like to get out from this place

Here where I’m hidden from your beautiful lies.

[thegapyouleft]

What a beautiful thing you are, what a gorgeous pain you gave me.

Thank you again for give me this time to love you closer again, to get hurt by your new mentality about love and show me that I’m just a part of your past but nothing on your future. As I said, we can’t be friends. Your idea of first dates is what you’ve been doing with everyone for the last two years. What an idiot I am, I did enjoyed it for moments, seeing you and listening to your voice again. Just one more thing...

Happy birthday. One more and one more without you.

[thegapyouleft]

Shit fuck!!!!!

She wants to see me..... what am I gonna say????

Fuck fuck fuck.

What if I fuck things up? What if I act like an idiot and she notice it, oh and 3 days for her birthday!!!! What a plus!!!!!!!!

[thegapyouleft]

Shit shit shit!!!!!!

She said Hi, she texted me!!! What in the hell is this?? I just don’t know what is this, and not being enough, she ask me out for a drink “sometime” !!!! Shit... what am I going to do? What am i going to say? How should I answer, just like “hi, yeah of course” or “ Hi, wow it’s been a long time” or “ Hi, I waited for this for so long”... I don’t know nothing. How am I going to be able to talk to answer without looking like an idiot. I’m so confused and exited and super scared. I need to find out what is this... now it’s soo much for my head. I know what is this, I’m just jumpling into conclusions as always. I just hope....

[thegapyouleft]

Now what? Why you sent this friend request? What are you doing? What this means ?

[thegapyouleft]

I never considered myseld a book that someone would like to read, instead I like to think am a pen that writes love words in others people life’s trying to always give them a beautiful happy ever after until I have no more ink on me.

[juansendizon]

“Perhaps it is more important to forgive ourselves first for everything we weren’t yet ready to become before we can grow from our emptiness—till’ we reach the sunflower tainted skies and become everything we wanted ourselves to be in order to be deeply loved by the universe—and finally when the time comes—be deeply loved by ourselves.”

— Juansen Dizon, Spring

[thegapyouleft]

I will always care about you, even if we never see each other again.

[thegapyouleft]

I lost everything because of you but nothing hurts more than have lost you

[thegapyouleft]

I guess you’ll never understand... there’s no way in hell we can be just friends.

[thegapyouleft]

I thought you love me for who I was, what I become is a matter of time, now I’m not sure if you ever loved me, time has passed and you still not here.