Ilarr, what do you think of your roleplayer making you "settle down" with Vaan instead of doing one night stands all the time like you used to?
They scrunched up their nose and crossed their arms. “Honestly? It’s weird,” Ilarr murmured, shaking their head. “I’m still tempted to go off once in a while, just for a night, but it’d make me feel too guilty afterwards. Vaan looks like a giant puppy- a very red, very pointy puppy. And it’s hard doing something like that with eyes as big as those.” They sighed wistfully and tapped their fingers against their forearm, tilting their head. “I’m still not used to the idea of havin’ one partner for any amount of time longer than a couple o’ months, to be honest. Don’t get me wrong, I like the kid, I just…” Ilarr sighed and shrugged. “There’s no way I can say this without makin’ myself sound really bad, there really isn’t. But I’m just not a ‘settle down-y’ person, y’know? I feel bad about it, but… I dunno.”
