I saw Newsies last night and all the people in line were in theater school or working for a theater or something. It's so weird cause when I lived in Denver I remember wanting to go to the art school and then in Florida there was no theater stuff so I was in chorus and tv production. And when I came to CT I went to a Staples Players show and wanted to be in Players but I didn't get into any show, so I joined tech and JSA. I don't want to be a senior. I feel like I didn't accomplish what I wanted to in high school. And now i'm applying to schools and my dad wants me to apply somewhere really good, but none of the schools have really good music programs because I like learning but the only thing I have always done my whole life and would want to do is sing. I think the reason I sing all the time is because I want to be noticed, but I don't want to face rejection from auditions and such. Then there's the fact that I really enjoy musical theater and know a lot about it, but I'm not an actor in players, so I don't spend much time with those people even though I want to. And I have not gotten into Orphenians after auditioning 3 times, but i'm one of the only people in my choir class who cares about choir and not just players.