#iliveinahellofmyownmaking

[starsinthepages]

I am overwhelmed

I am overwhelmed

I threw myself blindly at everything

I feel so fucking damned

everything is about to escape my grasp

I’m will not be ready

 Even if I want to do it all

Its taking a toll on my body

all I think about are deadlines

I see my week shrinking

before its starts, I know it won't be mine

All my senses are screaming

My nerves are as exhausted as me

I don’t want to give up

I have been blessed with people who trust me

I don’t want to let them down

Miserable as I feel, I have given every pieces

I can’t hold myself together

My time is fleeing, my plans are left to wither

I will crumble under my own pressure

Relieve me, I don’t want to burn out…