I wish I knew how to tell my friends
I wish I knew how to tell my friends about my medical situation without coming off as attention seeking or concerning them.
Like is there a casual way to say "Hey I've been convulsing, having constant muscle spasms, tics, and lose of coordination, every week for over a year but never mentioned it".
I need a chill way to say, "I've been pretending to be a healthy person in our conversations so no one would worry but I'm actually very disabled and doctors have no idea why yet."
Like a low key way of saying, "My disability is getting progressively worse over time and I dont know if I'll ever be fully functional and live an independent life like you all".
Like a non concerning way to say, "my body doesnt function properly and I dont know if there's a way to fix it and I may live like this forever".
Is there a calm way I can say, "Every year I watch as my body and quality of life get worse and I'm absolutely scared that it's always going to be this hard".