47, 48, 54!
47. turn ons
um…intelligence. When someone talks out with complete knowledge of something. Not with bias. I have thing for guys kissing my neck..? but only with consent and when its appropriate. I also like guys who have things planned out, like what they want to do in their lives and can be themselves and stand up for people they care about.
48. turn offs.
I hate when guys just literally go for it. Its not like in movies where the guy can do whatever he wants. Where he can lean in for a kiss or touch my leg abruptly? Unless the mood or situation calls for it but not where its not.
54. something thats worrying me at the moment
I have lots of things on my mind. Getting a job just in time before college starts, apologizing to my best friend, growing my hair out (I’m self-conscious about it now) but the thing that worries me the most are people comments and stuff. My boyfriend and I broke up for the third time and honestly, I get it that people are concerned, but people don’t know me that much. Especially his friends who like to drag my name and my race into it and call me a house cleaner and shit. I shouldn’t let it get to me but I do for the same reasons above, I’m vulnerable with so many negative thoughts already.












