when people know i’m disabled yet still ask if i can do a thing and im like “no, im sick” and they’re like “still?”

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when people know i’m disabled yet still ask if i can do a thing and im like “no, im sick” and they’re like “still?”
First session of counselling today was so funny it's like let me catch you up on every detail of my life and say all the things I think maybe only one person knows Every Single Part of and then I just leave like I may never see this man again
fuck all heroes being skinny/having starved dehydrated unhealthy muscles. give more more big heroes. im sick of everyone saying fat is unhealthy then uplifting the most unhealthy muscles/bodies i’ve ever seen in my life.
cw/tw: medications, chronic illness, withdrawal shit (more detailed in tags than in the post)
my dumbass forgot to refill my anxiety meds before the weekend and when i finally called on monday, turns out the pharmacy is out and needs to order them… long story short, im suffering from some horrible withdrawals on top of being an anxious mess and somehow have to figure out how im going to get my meds tomorrow when i work through the pharmacy closing hours…
So dugans alerts are such a saving grace. They give me anywhere from 5-15 minute warning of when im going to get bad symptoms.
Im in my kitchen baking and he was laying outside the doorframe(hes not allowed in the kitchen), he gets up and breaks the rule (intelligent disobedience) to alert me to a flare by nose punching the back of my chair and then waits for me to acknowledge his alert. He is now staring me down with his "dad you need to stop now and lay on bed" face. Thank you my dude. I appreciate the warning!
@charmerruby THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT, PUNK
Laying on cold tile, I wonder how I am meant to thrive.
Feeling the pressure of the boiling hot water on my spine, and yet, no temperature. It only reminds me this will never end. It is a relentless thing.
Acid rises from my stomach and into my throat -- whether from sick or pain, I cannot tell.
But whichever, it exits through words. Actions.
I am bitter. I am cold. I am shivering. Yet, I am warm. I am convulsing, I am breathing.
For that, I have to move.
chronically ill bitches really be like "yeah im fine" and then they fall ill to the 1000 years curse (random 102 degree fever and every bone hurts)