Oct 7, 2022
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Ok i am about to write some more but before i do that i would like to publically document that i am laying on the floor in front of my fire place eating homemade peach jam out of the jar and watching old episodes of hotel hell
26 episodes in total... and 3 episdes each week... so like... i gotta suffer.... for 3 months
can't post about how i wish i'd stop getting hungry so often because that alone sounds REALLY bad
This is my last hour of being in my 20's.....
......help
American Horror Story: Spraining your ankle coming out of the urgent care
Past few days... :-/
Have been pretty rough. Starting Saturday morning when I woke up I knew it was already one of those days, waking up just not feeling the day to start off with. I had to come back from Bodega Bay since I had work all weekend, while heather stayed in bodega to hangout there and do homework/finals. Barely talked at all that day and found out some guy who she just met for the first time through some other friend was there and hanging out, didn’t leave til Insanely late / early in the morning. Similar thing on Sunday from what I know of, they hung out and the guy did shrooms and had to stay late til he came down or something. I just knew for the past 2 days then something was a lil wrong or off, but don’t think it was the new friend or anything. Just that gut feeling really bad, and it was pretty right though. Saw messages to one of her friends saying she might have to break up with me, or least need time and space. This kind of happened before but think it’s worse this time around :-/. Some other messages that one guy sent her... said something like “Holla if you and Eric break up” and that he had feelings for her and had a good connection. Just this type of stuff for a few days on top of all the car stuff that is happening right now pretty much shut my body down for a little bit I was so out of it. I just wanted my car to be runnin fine so Monday or Tuesday I could just drive away all day but i I couldn’t.
CAR STUFF has been crazy as well all these days. Saturday the guy messaged me saying he had to get a replacement tire since one got a nail in it, told him to patch it but it wasn’t patchable so he got a new one. Now that I have the car I realize that it’s a different size then the other rear wheel.... which is just straight up bad for the car. Still decided to wake up early Sunday Morning and drive to Oakland to trade cars. The most chill guy I have ever met through Craigslist and even just in general. Talked for a little bit and did paper work then I was on my way home in my new SVX! for 15-20 minutes until I heard 2 LOUD noises so I pulled over and waited by myself for over 2 hours to get towed home... transmission is toast. Luckily the guy already threw $400 and some brand new lights and K&N air filter on top of the trade. I’ve been keeping in contact with him and he offered to trade back cars if I really wanted to a couple times now but I told him that I didn’t want to give up on the SVX yet. So he is helping pay for a good chunk of the transmission repair. Yesterday I brought it to Aamco to get it checked out for free, transmission case is broken and they want 2100 (1900 with coupon) to get a new tranny and install it, HA! So I went there this morning and got the car towed back to my house so I can clean her up and possibly take off all 4 rims and go get new tires. I’m waiting for a local transmission shop to get back to me in the morning with another quote since they can actually get a new case and rebuild mine into it (aamco lied). I Know that when I get this car running and new tires that it’ll all be worth it to have a fun cruising car again I don’t even mind if its auto. Least today nothing too bad happened, went to work and got my car back home so now I can just relax and play Overwatch.
Since I actually thought about it and I really don’t have much friends around here. One of the only real friends I have here (Ryan) is moving back to Florida with his GF since they both got jobs over there. I’ve sucked and we haven’t hung out much recently but it still sucks. Yea I might know a decent amount of people around here but not really friends. Guess once my car is back up and running I gotta just try to make a couple close friends to adventure and hangout with. If you read all of this, you are awesome and still one of the few people on tumblr who follow me and read texts posts <3.
*single tear*