Feb 13, 2019
not to be that #sadbitch, but i swear finding out that i possibly have bpd has made me 110% more worse & just so o.O , it makes me feel more isolated and continuously misunderstood in this worldddd. il never have proper nor great relationships/friendships cos im a stupid blackhole with alotta shiT. it makes sense why people distance themselves, or get sick of me, shit gets more clearer every day u.u
i just want to be so far alone, with a therapist or whatever n thats it. i dont wanna infect anybody or anyone else any more whilst im like this its shit. a constant state of guilt 😞