Um
I want to draw but I’m not. But I really want to draw but I’m not. Cause I don’t want to draw but I do. When I do draw I can’t draw. When I can’t draw I wish I was. When I’m currently drawing I can’t draw it. When I start drawing I have to stop. And when I’m sleeping I’m imagining drawing in my head. But when I wake up. I don’t draw.
This is me most the time even with things other than drawing











