#imendwhatanotherwillbreak

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Updating my blog name:

Imendwhatanotherwillbreak----Underneath-this-is-a-human.

[ohmystarlord]

compare the 10 friends you've most recently interacted with to characters in the show you're currently most invested in ready set go

Oh shit ummm.../panicks/

Okay so lets see 10 friends

Brian

Alayna

Ferg

Ron

Amanda

Kelsey (my wife)

I don't have 10 friends?

My twin

My dad (does that even count?)

Lance

And now the characters their like

Brian is the Cas to my Dean (in the not destiel way)

Alayna is my living embodiment of John Hughes in my life

Ferg is

wait shit I'm already doing this wrong, okay so I guess I'll go with Spn in general

Brian is my Cas (okay so far so good)

Alayna is...who's a bad ass female who hasn't fucking died in that show?

FERG IS THE HARRY SPANGLER TO MY ED ZEDDMORE!!!

Ron is...pick an angel who isn't a dickwad and is cool and could potentially become a closer friend?

Amanda is my Charlie, definitely

Kelsey is the Jo to my Dean in the most OTP shiptastic way possible!

My twin is my Sammy...although he could be my Bobby too

My Dad is kinda like...John if John wasn't a total asshole, kinda like who John was to Adam? (wow that sounds awful, idfk though cause I work the family business with him and he taught me to drive and how to work hard and stuff???)

Lance is the Superman to my Batman, if Dean is Batman, Lance is fuckign Superman!

So there ya go, I did it! WOOO!

Thanks so much anon! That was actually kinda cool to think about ^_^

[ohmystarlord]

For whatever reason watching on a small screen makes it easier for me to pay attention. So my life is now being counted by the number of discs I have watched instead of episodes

[ohmystarlord]

imendwhatanotherwillbreak replied to your post:“Here [I edited out my face because a) I’m not particularly fond of it...”

When was your hair ever that long?

It wasn't. I had an anon who told me they had Sammy hair and the sent me pics as proof lol

[ohmystarlord]

imendwhatanotherwillbreak replied to your post: FUCK YEAH CONVERSION THERAPY ISN’T LEGAL IN NEW...

Means your mom can’t do that to you!

I know! That was my first thought, I'm still not coming out to her lol

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Plan B makes my vagina cry. 

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B

I am curious about your body; the way the tips of my fingers make you softly inhale and struggle to let go I've never held so quiet an intoxicating  power before and all i want to do is drink you in your lips a hearts beat away from mine your inhales landing on my exhales and the space between us shrinking until this is no more you/me and all that is left is the soft down of your eyes against my skin your hands clutching at my back and my smile against your throat. 

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They told me it would be good to keep you at arms length; and it wasn't until I tried that I realized how short my arms really were because arms length always left us hip to hop and chest to chest and I wish this arms length would never be longer than  the space between our chests as we breathed but somehow I felt myself getting farther and farther away from you and it wasn't until I realized that they'd been telling you about this rule too of arms length and breathing space that I noticed how much longer  your arms were and how much space could fit between your hips and mine until there was so much space i felt like my lungs could explode From all the space that used to be fllled by my arms length view of you.