i just want someone to love, y'know? someone to look at and go, "that's...mine." someone who i can gaze at when they do just mediocre things. i can admire their side profile but explode in euphoria as they turn to look at me with a smile. someone i can tease but comfort. someone i can run through the streets late at night with. someone who'll listen my mindless rambles as i lay my head in their lap. someone who could win me over with a look. someone i could spoil but someone who could spoil me. mutual adoration. passionate yet still a little timid. gentle love.
but then again i want someone who'll fight for me. someone who'll join me on weird ass escapades and someone who i can talk to late at night when i have another nightmare. someone i fuck up with. someone who can take the fall for me like i can take the fall for them. someone who i can look at across the classroom and smirk at. someone who i can pull round the back of the building and kiss. reckless love.
eh i can't choose. i'll have both.