#imjustababy

[i-am-a-worm-blog]

Howdy

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plz help 

[quantumkate]

Oh you know, just laying on the floor with the dog listening to the playlist @universalyums made to accompany the snack box from Mexico. Talk about a good Sunday #mexicansnacksarealmostallspicy #buttheywereyummy #imjustababy

[stayhealthyfitness]

New alarm clock makes for VERY early mornings and strong coffee 🐶☕️#newpuppy #ineedcoffee #upallnight #notmyfault #imjustababy #readytoplay #dontblameme #aussiesofinstagram #puppylove #thatgirlmarlo #loveheranyway #thecuteness #puppytime #redmerle #8weeksold #myfitlife #puppymom #personaltrainer #morecoffeeplease

[thewhiskeyinateacup]

what hurts the most?

you literally posted on the most relevant form of social media about my biggest physical insecurities. like? I'd never go on Twitter talkin shit about your nose , bitch? or that fact you're a serial cheater.

[i-am-weis]

your crew gansey gave me nine more lives THANK YOU

haha i’m glad crew gansey has powers beyond that of the average hs athlete

[avocadosmitty]

imjustababy replied to your post “imjustababy replied to your post “imjustababy replied to your post...”

wow, that is so so so awful. and i cant even imagine how strong and brave you are! like, wow, actually standing up to the guy. it's amazing. you're amazing!! <3

Thanks, that means a lot :)

[avocadosmitty]

imjustababy replied to your post “imjustababy replied to your post “For the NSFW asks: 1, 82,92. (I...”

I am SO curious about these bad experiemces but for privacy's sake I'll let it go :p I feel like the main problem with sex is that you need another person to do it. How am I supposed to find someone desperate enough? Sigh.

Well, I sincerely hope you find someone who genuinely wants to be with you and isn’t at all desperate. (Or perhaps someone who is completely desperate in their want for you, eh? *wink*)

And I don’t mind being asked about the bad experiences. They were legitimately bad, though; not merely uncomfortable and embarrassing. 

I was sexually abused by my grandmother’s second husband from when I was about 5 years old until I was 11. He started off by making me do sexual favors for him that I hadn’t realized were sexual or inappropriate because I was too young to know any better. And as I got older and things escalated, I basically just felt like trash whenever he was around, but I couldn’t tell anybody because of the stigma that surrounded me in that situation, which I felt so strongly even though none of it was my fault. But one day, I had wanted to go to the gas station to put air in my bike tires because they were flat, but he was the only person around who could drive me, and he said he wouldn’t help me unless I let him put his fingers in me, and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I was just done with the whole damn thing. So I stood up to him, which felt like the most terrifying thing I’d ever done, and told him that if he touched me again I would call the cops on him and tell them and his wife and everybody that he was a pedophile. And he left me alone after that. He never got arrested though because I never did tell anyone, but he did die not too long after, so there’s that. And I think some aspects of my first forays into sex on my own terms partly stemmed from me having something to prove to myself after that kind of experience--that I wasn’t broken or ruined.

[avocadosmitty]

imjustababy answered your ask “Basically what my job entails is editing all of the publications...”

It is the best job in all the land! And as a plus, I get so see what Nevada politicians are really like when they’re not in front of cameras, which is interesting to say the least. 

Like, have you seen any of those tumblr posts about the Nevada senator and his partner being the first same-sex couple to get married in the state? Yeah, that guy’s actually an asshole, FUN FACT. He’s mean to people for the sake of feeling superior. I mean, I completely support his marriage and all that, but yeah. Dude’s a douchebag. 

And then there was a Nevada assemblyman who totally homewrecked my friend’s relationship with his boyfriend by stealing said boyfriend and then fucking him in his office. Classy! He got walked in on by janitorial staff. Oops.

And have you seen any articles (maybe from a year or so ago) about a Nevada legislator saying he’d “bring back slavery” if his constituents wanted it? I’m pretty sure that made it onto The Colbert Report... Well, I staffed one of his committee’s this year, and yup, he’s about as bigoted as you’d think! I wanted to stuff a sock in his mouth more times than I could count, man.

But yeah, during the interim between legislative sessions, I get to just sit in my office and edit stuff. WHICH IS THE BEST.