I need to rant.
I fucking hate this. The one person who seems the most promising, the one person who promised not to be like the others ended up exactly the same as them. You fucking promised this wouldnt happen again. You promised me i was worth it. You promised you wouldnt hurt me again. And now look at us. Its fucking ridiculous how someone you dedicated yourself for nearly two and a half years has the ability to drop you like you mean nothing to them. To drop you like the late night talks, the random kisses, the too long hugs, the car rides, the road trips, the discussions about marriage, the discussions about your house together, the belly rubs, the crying on eachothers shoulder, meant absolutely nothing. Its fucking bullshit. I fucking hate him but im stupidly in love with him.