#imoveryou

[the-emotionallyunstable-blog]

When you've finally moved on and his family messages you out of the blue..

[deadthoughts]

FUCK YOU!

Fuck You For Cheating On Me

Fuck You Because I Still Feel Pain

Fuck You For Not Keeping Your Promises

Fuck You For Telling Her The Things You Told Me

Fuck You For Apologizing Like If That Made It Okay

Fuck You For Being Able To Act Like It Never Happened

Fuck You Because It Still Hurts

Fuck You Because You Destroyed My Self Confidence And Self Worth

Fuck You Because It’s Hard For Me To Forget It

Fuck You Because You Kept Lying

Fuck You Because I Still Cared

Fuck You Because I Truly Loved You

Fuck You Because You Never Did

Fuck You For Putting All This Effort In When I Wanna Walk Away

Fuck You Because You’re A Piece Of Shit

Fuck You Because You Made Me Feel Like It Was Always My Fault

Fuck You Because I Just Wanted To Be Happy And Grow Old With You

Fuck You For Putting Me Through All This Shit Again And Again

Fuck You For Not Letting Me Go

[welcome-thatsmylifenow]

Heute ist es genau 4 Jahre her. Ich hatte mich entschieden, dir mein Herz zu schenken. Hätte ich gewusst, wie sehr ich unter dem ganzen leiden würde, hätt‘ ich’s nie getan. Weißt du, jahrelang habe ich mich selbst belügen können. Ich habe mir jahrelang gesagt, du wärst der richtige, nur wäre es einfach nicht der passende Zeitpunkt. Ich bin bereit dich los zu lassen baby. Ich will und kann das alles nicht mehr. All‘ die Tränen die ich vergossen habe, jeder stechende Schmerz in meiner Brust wenn du mich wieder mal runtergemacht hast. Ich habe wirklich alles versucht, das du bleibst bzw. zurück kommst. Das alles ist nun vorbei. Genauso stark wie meine Sehnsucht nach dir war und meine Liebe zu dir, ist der Hass den ich jetzt spüre, wenn ich an dich denke.

[theinsideofyourskull]

Painted this little ditty for an art show last night at Paul Dhuey’s world-famous @katanatattoo !! Titled “From Your Face to My Heart” it’s 11x16 matted to an 18x20 frame. It has been UV treated and will not fade like a friendship, or deceive you or lie to you about being happy when it’s totally not. This painting is the real deal. It was originally listed at $500 but Paul told me it sold. Hopefully the collector is able to find some solace and closure in my artistic anguish brought on by the cowardice of others. #turkturkturk #art #painting #watercolor #hurtfeelings #manup #lhblk #lefthandblack #katanatattoo #sold #whydudejustwhy #sandiegoartist #imoveryou #emo (at Left Hand Black Tattoo)

[gothgirlromantic-blog]

Memories

Sometimes I still think of you All the good time and the bad Sometimes I think it could still work even after everything But then I remember how far I have come And you are not worthy

[jannahsworld]

Your time in my life was only temporary... #imoveryou #imdone #beatfacehoney #fucklove #jannahmarrie #blackgirlmagic #hijabiyoutuber (at Georgia)

[creationsofmae]

we met. we talked. I fell, but you didn't. As i lay on the now cold floor of my love for you, i'm starting to feel anger towards my heart for letting me believe, even for a second. I don't need answers anymore nor do i want to here what you have to say. I'm moving on. It may be slow or not seem at all to you, but i just don't have it in me to wait for you anymore. I may never entirely get over you in my head, but my heart knows it's worth and strength, and we don't wait for anybody.

- L.M 🌹

[aaanyyyceee]

Nightly Thoughts 2

1:36 AM

It’s been almost two years since the last time I saw you. The panic didn’t come until I parked my car in the driveway. Random questions kept hitting me. The only one standing out to me at the moment was, “Do I look okay right now?” I desperately wanted to show you how much I changed for the better. Still for some reason, I didn’t feel like I looked better than I did before. I felt like that same 17 year old that hid under bangs. And I hated it.

When you opened the door and you stood in front of me, I was hit with unwanted nostalgia. All the memories came rushing back like a flood, and I couldn’t stop it; I was drowning. Flowing through all the bad memories were remnants of other memories that will always tie me to you that used to drag me down deeper, until I couldn’t breathe. Memories that are getting easier and easier to push away from my mind so I don’t have to feel that way again.

However, for that moment, it brought me into auto-pilot, and I couldn’t feel anything. I knew my body was moving, but I wasn’t in control anymore. The living room, the hallway, your dog, they were all there.

Moving and seeing, but not quite comprehending. I wanted to get out as fast as possible. I never once looked back. It wasn’t until I was back in the car, ipod in hand, that I finally felt free from the restraints that held me to you.

Seeing you now, you look the same, but different. It left me criticizing my old self and her choices. So I guess I really did change, too.

No matter what, I’ll always be stuck with the ways you affected me. Nevertheless, my feelings for you are long gone. Nonetheless, I’m over you. Plain and simple.