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[omgkawaiidazai]

I can see the veins in my forearms... You know what that means~

[boobusss]

Rant/vent idk

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Okay, so like hi guys I don’t even know what to think about my parents anymore.

I’ve recently found out that my mums been manipulating and using my dad but my dads been fucking off to his exes house for weeks, he’s been staying there for about two weeks ish and fuck me it’s felt like two years. I’ve spoke to my friend about it and he just said to not let him bother me and that he’s here for me. I’ve been trying to not let him get to me but fuck it’s so hard. Obviously he’s been here like my whole life and I’ve always been so fucking close with him and he’s turned around and done this. Also recently broke up with my partner just to find out they were cheating on me this entire time. We were on a break from relationships (still friends) and I met them on their birthday. It was all going well until they started cuddling and kissing me WHILE WE WERE ON SAID BREAK. I was so fucking uncomfortable but it was their birthday and I didn’t want to let them down, also my dad would’ve killed me if I had asked him to pick me up. Also the teeniest tiniest things have been getting to me so bad lately. I’ve been crying myself to sleep every night for the past few months and as a resort? I cut myself. I just don’t know what to do anymore bro. I’m so done.