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hello my loves ! this is just a side note that while i love duplicates , i will not be following blogs back that use e.mmy rossum as their fc for christine . she was lovely in the 2004 film , but she was also 16 and all of her resources for phantom are underaged . it is nothing personal , merely a personal boundary / comfort thing !
psa on how i reblog stuff .
due to a seeing a lot of different stances on it , i will only be reblogging from the sources ( unless i can't for some reason . ) this is due to the fact that everyone has different views on it , & keeping that straight can be kind of hard on my mind . however , you guys are always , always , ALWAYS allowed to reblog from me . i like when people reblog memes from me , & most times , i'll try to send you one when you do ( not always , but enough of the time ! ) i also do not believe in reblog karma , so please never feel like you have to send me a meme just because you reblogged it from me .
ugly mobile post but i’m gonna be leaving this blog. i have no desire to write here, no matter how much i adore connor and cyrus or sit down nd try to get out replies, the only blogs that follow are personals. being here just kinda makes me feel?? sick?? you can find me on my other blogs but . yeah that’s it for me, cyrus and connor
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WELCOME ! this is an independent role play blog for my own interpretation of the WARRIOR OF LIGHT / WARRIOR OF DARKNESS of FINAL FANTASY XIV, named KEHDA AMARIYO. ( a non - wol / non - wod verse is available upon request. ) penned by nana. the blog is intended for 18+ audiences & is highly selective as well as mutuals only. mun is up to date with 5.3 !
before following, please take care to read the rules located HERE & a short summary / about of kehda found HERE ! much appreciated and i hope you all have a wonderful day filled with good things. <3
S H O R T S U M M A R Y } an ever budding enthusiast to history and magic, kehda is no native to la noscea and its surrounding areas but moved their in her youth with her family. curious to learn, and easily fascinated by the world around her, she found an interest in thaumaturgy despite the taboo views on such, and the calamity that was connected to the war of the mages.
her family owned a carpentry shop in eorzea, outside the limits of limsa. while she could never truly do deliveries alone while young, she would accompany her father or older brother. of the three major cities, kehda was always captivated by ul’ dah if only for the thaumaturges guild. her father would give her gil to visit the sapphire exchange to buy herself something, but she would find herself drawn to the guild instead and peek in, but never daring to venture in. after all, such a place was not for children and even less, she knew her family’s views on thaumaturgy. while the calamity had been long before their time, it was enough to not want the practice around their home or associated with their name. yet never did this dissuade kehda. she wasn’t wanting to learn it to harm others, after all.
the desire to know and learn such magicks became too much and she soon began to try and practice in secrecy as she grew older. it started with a small flame, to bits of ice and even a bit of lightning. she found a dedication to it. yet no matter the amount of practice, unless one truly learns to control the arts properly it will only end in disaster -- and disaster, it did as she had caught fire to the family’s home ( and thus ; business ) one night. the damage was immense, and the family could not afford to pay for such repairs when gil was scarce enough and they were hanging by a thread. forced to leave, they moved a little farther out, into a smaller home.
still, the nightmare was not over as it seemed the family could not escape from the horrors of what kehda had began. while not rightfully black magic and simple thaumaturgy, the fire had been enough to stir curiosity and fear in the hearts of those who had lived nearby. whispers reached many ears and the tales grew more warped with each passing day until people showed up at their doorstep, none too friendly. the tale had twisted and soon it was being said that kehda’s mother was practicing black magic -- a practice long outlawed and punishable by death. try as he might, kehda’s father was not able to convince them otherwise. the thought of there being a chance of letting someone dangerous free was not a chance they were willing to take. watching her mother be taken away, tears blurring her vision was the last that kehda ever seen of her mother as she had shouted and screamed.
the incident was ever, if rarely, brought up but kehda knew more than ever that she had been the cause. what had been meant as an innocent interest had changed so much in a short matter of time. the atmosphere felt different and she slowly grew distant as her father and siblings had seemingly turned cold toward her-- she was to be blamed for the loss of a loving mother and wife. it was a nightmare of the past. something that would never happen again. they kept a close eye on kehda, never letting her roam too far and even bringing her to feel like a villain of sorts with their vigilant gaze.
it was by chance one day while she was exploring that she had come across a puk, much too heavy to even fly a short distance, caught in a trap. freeing the small, pudgy creature, it had managed to catch an interest in her if only as it caught the scent of food. she tried to shoo it, and even shared a morsel of her meal that she planned to eat and yet .. it never left her alone. thus became her closest companion, ‘ basil ‘ the clingy and spoiled pudgy puk.
she refused to touch thaumaturgy for a long time. the sight of fire was unsettling, and thinking of what she caused with her prior dabbling, kehda never thought to touch it again. things grew quiet .. lonely, until she was the age of twenty - two .. during the calamity. there was uncertainty in the air as she watched people leave to fight, never to return .. one of those many were her older brother that was part of the grand company and had only just recently followed through with the ceremony of eternal bonding.
she had lost a brother, and her mother. she was alone. she felt alone. aside from basil, she had no one and had to learn to cope. she swallowed down her pain. she forced herself to put on a facade, to pretend to be alright and be happy -- this became the core of the image of who she seemingly is.
kehda had felt fear, but not quite like this. not like the fear she now knew as the calamity was taking shape and happening. it was only through the efforts of brave warriors that it seemed some of the survivors could start anew .. scarred and no longer whole, but picking up what pieces that they could. kehda herself struggled to come to grips with all the losses and the chaos and madness that surrounded the land even as people tried to rebuild.
she had to figure out where to go in her own life. while she felt lost, she had to find her way and decided to begin her life as an adventurer. she was afraid .. terrified even, of what could come. she was afraid of dying but even more than that she didn’t want to ever know the pain of loss again. she didn’t wish to stand by, waiting and doing nothing as pain would weave itself into everyone’s hearts and break their spirits. she traveled with basil to ul’dah .. to not only fight and help, but to get over her own fears.
she, after all, no longer had no one to live for but herself. she didn’t wish to be where she wasn’t wanted and so had left her home. her home would be within herself.
kehda stood in front of the thaumaturges guild once more, clad in a cloak to keep her face and form from curious and wandering eyes ; the large doors a sight she hadn’t seen in so long and had not visited in many years since the loss of her home. she was prepared to face her fears and become stronger -- to protect that which she held dear.
P E R S O N A L I T Y } spunky. playful. mischievous. some words are often related to kehda when she’s brought up. a far contrast to the miqo’te that feared fire and magicks around the time of the calamity, she’s learned to build a strong wall to not let others know how timid she can truly be and to hide away all the scars. always with a smirk or a smile, she almost has the image of warmth and cunning upon her features and a glint of wit shining in her odd colored eyes.
a black mage, she’s quick on her feet and just as quick to think of a plan. while she can seem flighty and a little empty headed, kehda is smarter and quite cunning and is an avid fan of history. she takes an interest in learning about the calamities and what brought each about, no matter how little information is known. it is her belief that the best way to arm oneself is with knowledge. taking on thaumaturgy at first she learned that it is not a blade, nor an axe or a gun which is her weapon but her own mind and will. to learn to control and weave her spells and not allow them to burn and destroy her.
more to be added soon.
this is an independent blog for a final fantasy xiv original character that also takes the place of the warrior of light / warrior of dark. however, there is a non - wol / wod verse available as well. this blog is 18+ due to some content & is highly selective as well as private / mutuals only.
i am caught up to patch 5.4 on my main character so i am not worried about being spoiled about anything. i will mark all spoilers as ‘ spoilers * ‘ for those who are still making their way through the msq.
basic decency should be observed here. no racism, transphobia, drama, problematic behavior or bullying. if you condone or write pedophilia or rape, or romanticize sensitive topics that should not be, i will definitely block you without warning. i shouldn’t have to explain why, either.
this blog is low activity but i will try and respond to things whenever i can, and keep my replies rolling as much as i can. i will possibly write drabbles ( from kehda’s pov ) as i make my way through msq on her character, and i will likely be posting many pictures from gpose so please be aware of that if you follow me. i want this blog to not only be a role playing blog but a blog for kehda to flesh her out even more and show her development and the impact the events have on her. i’m willing to write crack, one liners, para, multi para, fluff, angst, etc. crossovers are also pretty chill ! i have a few verses if you click the ‘ verses ‘ link at the top of the sidebar.
in any verses outside of xiv, kehda is considered human ( unless stated otherwise ) as to make sense. even more so, in interactions with other wol’s, kehda defaults to verse two and rather than the life of an adventurer, became a dancer traveling the realm with the troupe.
this blog is multiship but each ship is within its own verse so kehda is not cheating on any muses. let it be known that she may flirt with your muses but this does not mean there is interest on her part, nor my part to ship muses. i value chemistry and development first and foremost. i do not mind being approached about shipping, however. per personal preference i will not ship kehda with hrothgar or lalafell, and she will not be shipped with any minor muses as she is in her late 20′s herself ( 27 in a realm reborn for those curious. ).
sexual content will be sparse. i don’t feel confident in my ability to write sexual scenes and so i prefer it to remain private and over discord or otherwise. i may reblog text posts & write headcanons but that’s usually the most of it unless i get a sudden itch to write it in detail for whatever reason. anything sexual will be tagged as ‘ nsfw * ‘.
i don’t do rules passwords. i don’t have one, and i likely won’t send any in. rest assured that if i followed you, i read your rules. it is only common decency after all, yes ?
you may refer to me as ‘ nana ‘. i am 29 years of age and my pronouns are ‘ she / her ‘. kehda is a character that can be found on midgardsormr ( aether ). please feel free to say hello, although i may be a bit shy with responding ! socializing isn’t exactly my strong suit but let’s be friends ! i promise that no matter how these rules may come off, i’m likely more scared of you than you are of me.
