a blupdate (blog update)
There’s been a lack of activity on my blog, and I figured it is best to be transparent about why. For the last year and a bit, I’ve been fighting against some very powerful mental struggles. On top of those, I recently learned I’d been living in some kind of steadily worsening psychosis. I experienced extremely violent dreams, dreams that were almost impossible to parse from reality, false memories, invasive and obsessive thoughts, paranoia and distrust, hallucinations, attacks from invisible forces, the list goes on. And all of this has almost entirely drained me of energy and the desire to create.
I’ve since been put on medication to try and rope things back in. It is early days, but I hope to be able to recover enough to create again, and interact again (i am so sorry i WILL answer your asks someday they rattle around in my brain a lot). However, I do have another chapter of Schrödinger’s Cat close to completion, and I am very much looking forward to releasing it! Thank you for continuing to stick around for this project, it means the world <3
