Mandelbrot Rails

call me wyvern! he/him 28+ home for all my artstuff. Submas|Pokemon focused there will be horrors <3

[rwyvernarts]

fuck it. dangles him

[as-old-roads]

does your pet give a fuck when you get home

my pet gives too much of a fuck, we have to manage it

my pet *really* gives a fuck, but it's not really a problem

my pet is chill about it, my pet says sup like a roommate

my pet does not give a care!

nuance button

no pets

Voting ended onMay 19

u simply must pick one pet to answer for and elaborate in reblogs if u wish. my cats both care way more than audrey when im back lol she wags her tail and might want to get kinda silly but sometimes doesn't even bother leaving her (open) crate to say hey

[rwyvernarts]

Illustration that was intended for an upcoming chapter.

[rwyvernarts]

Schrödinger’s Cat is on hiatus indefinitely.

[rwyvernarts]

He’s checked right out of whatever conversation he’s in

[rwyvernarts]

sc means the world to me as a pla fan whos been institutionalized on and off. there is absolutely no obligation to finish it but if you did i'd be the type to print out and bookbind a personal copy just so i could keep it even without internet access. thank you for writing and drawing even though it's hard.

It has been my way of consolidating and exploring my own struggles for the last four years, as someone who has been struggling immensely but been so wholly afraid to express it I’ve yet to have any real intervention. Skating by on a prayer 😭 So to say it’s just a side-project would be a massive understatement, it’s deeply personal and I too would probably print it out whether it ends up finished or not! I already have several of the illustrations on my wall haha. I’m glad it speaks to you so much, and I hope things improve for you :)

[rwyvernarts]

i just wanted to say that SC is my favourite PLA fic of all time, no contest, and I consider it so beautifully written im baffled youre not an award-winning author or something of the sort. Thank you for sharing your work with us, even though it’s been so tiring for you. I really do appreciate it!

This is such incredibly astoundingly unbelievably high praise…. There’s so many excellent, well-written PLA fics out there! I have from the beginning strived to make, at the very least, a hidden gem. And it is incredibly rewarding to hear the effort’s worth it ❤️

[rwyvernarts]

This has been plaguing me on and off for months now and it’s bothering me a lot in particular tonight.

I love Schrödinger’s Cat as an au. The ideas I get to play with, the themes, the imagery, the worldbuilding, the designs, the characters, I love them all so much. In fact, this is the one project I’ve made over my lifetime so far that I’m truly proud of. I have some of the artwork on my wall.

But art and writing are both very hard for me.

I’ve don’t find making the fic easy, or most importantly, fun. Every time I sit down to work on writing a chapter, I know I’m in for a struggle. Many of my sessions last hours. Many end with just a handful of new words dredged up from whatever made sense at the time. Most end with a headache and a feeling of overwhelming frustration over my inability to bring to life the ideas I want to share. Drawing a single illustration takes at least a dozen hours, even upwards of thirty. A dozen hours or more spent making something thats not allowed to have flaws for fear they and the project they’re linked to will be dismissed as amateurish, worthless. I feel compelled to draw them anyway, just so I have something to show that says ‘hey I’ve been working really really hard, please look.’

It would be unfortunate to kill Schrödinger’s cat off or even just put it on hiatus before it’s even got halfway. I have massive plans for it that I’m immensely excited about. And I’d really like to see it finished, because all my projects so far have ended up shelved unseen and forgotten. But time might see SC become part of that list whether I like it or not.

Pink Floyd said it best, with words that have haunted me since I was a kid. ‘Plans that either come to naught, or half a page of scribbled lines.’ They’re good words. Time and time again they’ve become true.

I can say without a doubt I am deeply grateful for everyone who ever left kudos or even a comment on SC. It does remind me that all my work perhaps isn’t entirely for naught.

[rwyvernarts]

Darkness descends, and with it, the end.

[rwyvernarts]

You have nothing to do with any of this, I'm sorry people are being cruel and dragging you into it against your wishes. Your work is wonderful, especially your illustration style! Please take care of yourself as best as you can.

Thank you, truly <3

[rwyvernarts]

you deserve a nice ask so I’m giving it a shot. I love seeing all the care and attention you put into your artwork. It’s so detailed and the sense of space, like extreme size and distance that I get from it gives me chills. If I had to pick a favorite of yours, I think I’d go with the illustration you did of Hisuian Arcanine and the little growlithes going awoo. The puppies are just so cute

I have to call that one a favourite, too <3 look at this little guy!!

gotta balance out the horrors somehow ☺️

[rwyvernarts]

I am not replying directly to the anon.

I expressed a desire to not be contacted about fandom controversies. That does not mean I do fuck all about it in private.

I am a victim of abuse myself. The threats and blackmail were horrendous, and I dread to think what would have happened had I not insisted my father accompany me on that final visit to retrieve my belongings. I still avoid half the city where I can.

Do not ever blindly throw the ‘groomer’ accusation around. I don’t engage in NSFW or even romantic content in general. I requested I not be contacted about the topic, because it directly affects me thanks to past in-person experiences. I did not want to disclose that information.

[rwyvernarts]

2025 summary time! This year has been incredibly challenging, particularly on the mental health front. I cannot count the nights I spent in a position where I really should not have been alone, and I’m lucky the consequences are minimal. Unfortunately, it had an impact on my art, where some months I didn’t make a thing and then others I barely scraped through with a scribble, but!! What I did make, given the circumstances, I am extremely proud of!! I feel like my skillset has progressed significantly, particularly my ability in drawing humans. I feel those are at a point I’m consistently happy with them :))

[rwyvernarts]

Hello again! I’ve still been thinking about your AU a lot, and I was curious about something. It was mentioned that he has trouble turning his hand/arm so his palm faces up. Would the stiffness from the injury to Ingo’s left arm affect his ability to do his normal pointing pose?

Fortunately for our guy, it does not take away his ability to strike his most iconic poses! He keeps one nice thing.

You’ll see it!

boy are you gonna see it

[rwyvernarts]

Ref sheet for SC AU Ingo (and a handful of general hc’s)! I’ve been intending to make one of these for a couple of years at this point, but adding embroidery details to the clan tunics put an end to the procrastination 😭 the illustrations yearn for consistency.

While a lot of details apply to the fic from the start, the Ingo portrayed here is post-pact! The consequences of hosting a horde of god-worms in his body turned him into a severe scoliciphobe, to the extent that he fears not just worms, but wormlike objects such as threads or wires. The stresses of life events leading up to and in Hisui combined with said pact to facilitate the development of schizophrenia and a number of questionable self-regulating behaviours, of which trichotillomania is one. He requires psychiatric intervention immediately. Also Emmet. Definitely needs an Emmet in his life.

[aetsiv]

i think because of the whole "writers write for themselves" notion that's becoming increasingly popularized, people forget that we still thrive off interaction and kindness. i write for myself but kudos and comments and bookmarks and really any sort of interaction with my fics genuinely motivates me to keep writing and keep sharing my works.

[rwyvernarts]

medication fuckery my beloathed

cold turkey off my antipsychs and then maybe??? forgetting my antidepressants last night. feels like antidepressant withdrawals but with the added bonus of trying to sleep through the sick feelings and only ending up nearly completely paralysed while still totally aware of things

ouerrgh my thoughts are a mess of nonsense rn