Dec 25, 2025
just hold me. please.
#ISDFUDGFNLSEBGKJ#IMS KGBK#im so calm about this#(rewatched and i am THINKING ABOUT THEM AGAINN UHM)#UR TELLING ME ARTHUR#ARTHUR 'i came back because you're the only friend i have and i couldn't bear to lose you' ('really?') 'don't be ridiculous' PENDRAGON#ARTHUR WHO WOULD REGULARLY SHY AWAY FROM SPEAKING OPENLY ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES FOR PEOPLE#HES#FGDBLSEFHNLGHLDFAKJZFLNVHIAHFLKNSHLF#'hold me' THATS SO#AND HE#AND#HELLO!?!?!?!#i've seen this scene SO many times but that line always breaks me#it's not even just asking merlin to stay with him it's#he's#hold him#i can't even put it into words but!!!#AND THE 'please' FHLGIHNSFKNMLSMFNLBDHLSDLGN I AM LAUNCHING INTO OUTER SPACE#'please'#he's the king! he's arthur! and he KNOWS by now merlin would do anything for him#but he says please and and#and#also the fact that that's what gets merlin to go still#and stop struggling to lift him back up#they make me sick man they make me so ill#curling up into a ball#anyway merry christmas and stuff#bbc merlin#bbc merlin spoilers