#imtiredofwaiting

[pissbabyz]

Interested in the art?

[transparent-ghoulie]

i liked the idea of something better. but it was only an idea

[aestheticfrenzy]

Just another waiting game. Honestly why have hope?

[youwerelurkingatme]

This hope is treacherous taylorswift

[ravenclawglitter]

What I feel right now

Ayan na naman di ka ba Nagsasawang paiyakin ang damdamin ko Nagtatampo na tuloy ako sa iyo Alam mo naman na kahit na ilang beses mo na Akong nasasaktan Di ko maisip na ika’y iwanan

May itatanong ako Sabihin ang totoo Mahal mo ba talaga ako Hay nako Pag ibig nga naman minsa’y talagang napakagulo Hindi mo malaman kung paano nga ba sumuko Hay nako Baka mapagod na ang aking pusong umibig sayo Hay nako…

Wala naman akong ibang magawa KUNG DI INTINDIHIN Ang mga pangako mong palpak pa rin Kaya’t wag mo na sana pang Ulit ulitin to baka magalit na ako Konti na lang malapit ka ng buminggo

Mag-isip isip ka na ngayon Kung nais mo talaga akong magtagal sa piling mo Hay nako Pag ibig nga naman minsa’y talagang napakagulo Di mo malaman kung paano nga ba sumuko Hay nako Baka mapagod na ang aking pusong umibig sayo Hay nako…

May itatanong ako Sabihin ng totoo Mahal mo ba talaga ako Mahal mo ba talaga ako…

Hay nako Pag ibig nga naman minsa’y talagang napakagulo Di mo malaman kung paano nga ba sumuko Hay nako Baka mapagod na ang aking pusong umibig sayo Umibig sayo Hay nako… Hay…

(c) The song “Hay Naku” by Silent Sanctuary

this song’s exactly what I feel right now. Not only do I feel this MOST of the time with someone, but also with most friends and most family members. It means that I’ve given love more than anyone else could for the people I love, but also because someday I’ll also have a halt. My heart gets tired too, once it gets used to too much pain.

My friend Kim and I were together yesterday as we were waiting for both our beaus and it was already 6, past both our curfews. Kim was sobbing to me and said, “What, so we have to wait for them all the time? Will there ever be a time that we would be prioritized by them? Our efforts will be wasted.” I tried reasoning with her that if we really love our beaus, we would understand their priorities as well as they are doing something for academic and co-curricular activities. I advised her to be used to it, but she refused and said, “Oh, I don’t get used to it. I get tired; my heart also gets tired.”

That rang a bell. Of course it’s true…

Hearts can get tired.

But my heart never got tired no matter how much times it got ripped and broken. But… what if… what if at one point in the future, it gives up and gets tired?

I hope it never gets to that point ever. For now, I’m trying to understand why I have to be second best to people I love right now, as I was never first priority. Yes. I seriously understand. But I hope there will be a time that I won’t have to ask for anyone’s time ever again.

Yung ako naman yung hihintayin. (A time where I’ll be waited.)

silentsanctuaryonline hiiii

[emskiepingjudgementalworld]

From now on i would stopped thinking about you and loving you each day

[ceevee0427]

My thoughts this morning. Maybe we'll meet again someday... 😔💖💔💭 #imtiredofwaiting #goodbye #mylove #inlove #wrongtime #iloveyou #forever #youwerenevermine #myhearthurts #idontknowwhy