The first of the two new songs I just released! Storybook Strangers. c: Hope you guys enjoy.
"What am I to you? It’s not an impossible question to answer."
Is this what you were hoping for? A storybook ending well,
We’re both dying, this isn’t where I wanted to be
You replaced all my drugs, with your concept of love
Then I turned 21 and drowned in alcohol
Then you realised I wasn’t worth the time
You gave up on me, just like they all do
You pride yourself with honesty
But honestly, I cannot see
You tell more lies than me
I made a list of memories, but crossed it out entirely
I’m a mess without you, but you’re doing just fine
We’re together but feel alone, send me pages on my phone
Why are you afraid to talk face to face?
And I spent every night awake and terrified
Any day now you’ll say you want me to leave
And I was just a risk, that didn’t pay off in the end
You said you didn’t want to be “friends with benefits”
Now I’m worse than before, you know I just adore
The empty feeling of kissing total strangers
I guess you were right about me, I’m colder than cold can be
I prefer the Winter to your fake Summer sun
Once again, I drown in ecstasy, sleeping with it if it breaths
I like to feel nothing
All I ever did was let you down, it’s better without me around
Your silver kiss can kill someone else
And all you ever felt was doubt, blame it all on me now
I’m sorry but I can’t work it out
What am I to you? It’s not an impossible question to answer
You meant nothing to me, so why do you stay
In my head when I can’t sleep?
