Jul 11, 2020
indifferent light
Tonight I writhe from the heartache Not from the pungent smoke that usually fills my room and lungs But from the realization that I’m a fool. Everyday, I’m haunted by the memories of you. However the apparitions that you spawn are never malicious Instead they offer me a nostalgia that consumes me. I hate our relationship now. I try to know you, because I love you. But you see me as more of a friend with the passing days The more we connect, the more alone I feel You’ve seen me in sunlight, moonlight, candlelight, and streetlights, but you’ll never see me, in a different light...