"Have I told you of this?... " (1/4)
Line work of parts from The Song Of Achilles because that's how I cope.

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"Have I told you of this?... " (1/4)
Line work of parts from The Song Of Achilles because that's how I cope.
E riesci a farmi male anche dopo mesi, anche da lontano, anche senza impegnarti.
Fuck I am so depressed today
I never planned on falling for you. When we first met I was nothing but an awkward teenage girl. I knew then that you would never want me. In fact you disappeared for a while and I thought I had moved on. But I still caught myself typing your name into Facebook's search engine just to see how life was treating you. I've always care about you, I just didn't want to admit it. Things were quiet and starting to feel like I had moved on, but then you appeared again, all grown up and looking handsome as ever. The day you walked back into my life was the day I knew I have and always will be in love with you. I tried to hide it, I tried to be your friend, I even tried dating other people, but your blue eyes still haunted my dreams and consumed my every waking thought. I know you will never love me, and I want to move on, but how? How will I let go of the love I have for you? How will I let go of you? #hopelesslydevotedtoyou
I want to talk
I just want to talk to him all the time but when we talk I get nervous and stumble over my words, if I can even think of any.
Since he got back we’ve spoken quite a bit. It has given me plenty of opportunities to embarrass myself. I love talking to him, I don't care what it’s about. It’s almost over though, and I don’t think he cares. He shouldn't and neither should I. I know that is it going to be really hard for me when I officially leave and never go back. Everything reminds me of him. I’m always thinking about him. Even when he was away for about 3 months I always thought about him.
I don’t think I want him to like me. There are so many reasons that it wouldn’t work out but I can’t help but wish we could try it. I am selfish and he deserves better. He deserves everything. He is such a good person and it annoys me that not everyone can see it, even him.
I don’t know if any of that made any sense. I think I’ll probably delete this blog soon. I need to get over him, it’s killing me.
Liquified dreams.
I'm going to our home today and it'll be the first time in months. The first time since it is no longer my home. I'm scared I won't be able to hide the loneliness. I know broken hopes and dreams will be rolling down my cheeks... I'll allow myself to miss you. Just today. This one last time.
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What was suppose to be a happy day, is now just reminder that you're gone and left me feeling this way.