date: 28 June 2017
location: paris opera
availability: open
Ah! je ris de me voir
si belle en ce miroir
Ah! je ris de me voir
si belle en ce miroir
Est-ce toi, Marguerite, est-ce toi?
Erik groaned once more as he shuffled through the sheets of music that threatened to flood over his piano, a current of musical notes and lines that seemed to whirl in circles. It was enough to completely overthrow any thoughts in his mind, as he came closer and closer to opening night and found himself completely obsessed with his production. So much had to be said in one piece of music, and each part of the story had to flow together so perfectly.
As it stood, he was close to banging his head against the wall and being done with the entire fiasco.
Running a hand through his dark hair, he blew out a puff of hot air, internally thankful for not putting on his mask at that moment. Being alone after hours in the theatre meant that he didn’t have to think about other people for once; he could simply allow himself to be. It was a luxury a monster was rarely given; even with his beloved muse, he was constantly pushing himself to fit her dreams and impressions of him. In solitude, he could just be himself, whoever that happened to be. He wasn’t entirely aware, yet.
That hesitant peace in his mind was shattered when he heard the tell-tale signs of someone moving behind him, stepping into the bubble he seemed to slip into when he was with his instrument. Immediately reaching out a hand, grasping it in hand clumsily and slapping it onto his face, holding it there —— gasping out, “Who’s there?”