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DailyGrateful#1

I am grateful for tumblr's appreciation for dogs because I have repeatedly been disappointed by people's lack of dog appreciation in real life.

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Some advice on loving yourself.

So yesterday I was feeling kind of horrible. I was hating my body and myself and especially my body. It was not a good time. But it suddenly hit me that right then at that moment when I was hating me and my body so much was when I needed to love me.

So I took a long bubble bath. I washed my hair, listened to music, drank some delicious tea, exfoliated myself and used a face mask. I also contemplated the things that I was doing that was making me unhappy and came up with solutions. Then i slathered myself in body butter and looked at myself in the mirror and gave myself an empowering speech.

Lastly I sat  on the couch and watched Downton Abbey and drank red wine with my mom. I also painted my toenails a ludicrous shiny green colour which makes me happy when I see it. 

I gave myself the chance to heal a bit and the opportunity to start over. And this I have learned is a very important thing. Forgiving yourself and letting go. It doesn't mean that suddenly it's easy and stuff but it helps.

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I hate being a mesomorph.

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Watching The Fault In Our Stars for the first time. I couldn't bring myself to do it before. I am crying.

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Let me explain you a thing: Dylan O'Brien.

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I really wish I was a mermaid tbh.

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Going on vacay for 2 weeks and probably won't be on a lot because no internet but I have a pretty disappointing cue to keep you busy for maybe a week...sorry.

Good luck to all of you busy with finals and such and I'll see you soon

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Viola Davis has the prettiest fricken skin in the world. It's so BEAUTIFUL.